berat banged mo pegi..
hiks
well... see ya till 11
just leave me msg
May 30, 2005
Aku .. hari ini
The Bottom Line
That little voice in your head? It's your best counselor during moments like these.
In Detail
You know how hypnotic and unpredictable fire is, right? Well, you're a fire sign, so you possess both those qualities. They'll be running on high now, and they'll come in handy, too, since there's absolutely no way to predict what might happen. Your job is to react as you always do -- spontaneously and with heart -- and to help the rest of us do the same. And as usual, you'll not only be up for the job, you'll do it well. You go!
That little voice in your head? It's your best counselor during moments like these.
In Detail
You know how hypnotic and unpredictable fire is, right? Well, you're a fire sign, so you possess both those qualities. They'll be running on high now, and they'll come in handy, too, since there's absolutely no way to predict what might happen. Your job is to react as you always do -- spontaneously and with heart -- and to help the rest of us do the same. And as usual, you'll not only be up for the job, you'll do it well. You go!
May 29, 2005
12:56 AM
damn
late banged
gua masih stuck di kantor. masih berurusan dengan proposal sialan
huah
kebayang banged capeknya deh ntar. sedangkan ini gua cuma bisa rest while . kemudian besok pagi kudu conference ke oz. trus preparing buat presentasi. kelar dari ini brangkat ke bogor. and whole week gua bakal disana ngajarin orang orang PLN. kelar dari itu cuma rest 1 hari. tgl 6 gua kudu pergi lagi ke SG sampe tgl 10 .
huwaaah
kebayang deh 2 minggu gua bakal off dari komunitas. dan harus jauh dari ade .. :(
duh demi sesuap nasi kudu kaya gini ...
late banged
gua masih stuck di kantor. masih berurusan dengan proposal sialan
huah
kebayang banged capeknya deh ntar. sedangkan ini gua cuma bisa rest while . kemudian besok pagi kudu conference ke oz. trus preparing buat presentasi. kelar dari ini brangkat ke bogor. and whole week gua bakal disana ngajarin orang orang PLN. kelar dari itu cuma rest 1 hari. tgl 6 gua kudu pergi lagi ke SG sampe tgl 10 .
huwaaah
kebayang deh 2 minggu gua bakal off dari komunitas. dan harus jauh dari ade .. :(
duh demi sesuap nasi kudu kaya gini ...
sometimes we have to bear somebody else's pain
salah satu temen gue pregnant cos accident and no one want to responsible for it.
and i am as her friend and pernah deket sama dia, juga gak tahu harus bersikap bagaimana. disatu sisi gue pernah deket sama dia dan secara tidak langsung pun gua akhirnya yg menjadikan semua spt ini.
harusnya itu pun bukan tanggung jawab gue lagi. but secara moral gua merasa beban dikit buat gue . di lain sisi gue mau nolong dia tapi sisi lain gua dilarang to lend a hand for her. walaupun ada resiko yang harus gua tanggung jika tetap gua lend a hand ke dia.
dari hal ini pun gua gak abis pikir, knapa gua gak boleh menolong dia lebih jauh. satu sisi lagi gua bisa lihat kalo ada seseorang yg menaruh kecurigaan ke gue dan takut gue akan knapa knapa. but why in the end of all question .. why ppl susah banged buat percaya lagi ke aku .. di luar dari masalah temen gue .
dan jika gua merasa harus menanggung beban orang lain knapa gue ga boleh ?
berbuat baek untuk temen gue ...
- dilema -
and i am as her friend and pernah deket sama dia, juga gak tahu harus bersikap bagaimana. disatu sisi gue pernah deket sama dia dan secara tidak langsung pun gua akhirnya yg menjadikan semua spt ini.
harusnya itu pun bukan tanggung jawab gue lagi. but secara moral gua merasa beban dikit buat gue . di lain sisi gue mau nolong dia tapi sisi lain gua dilarang to lend a hand for her. walaupun ada resiko yang harus gua tanggung jika tetap gua lend a hand ke dia.
dari hal ini pun gua gak abis pikir, knapa gua gak boleh menolong dia lebih jauh. satu sisi lagi gua bisa lihat kalo ada seseorang yg menaruh kecurigaan ke gue dan takut gue akan knapa knapa. but why in the end of all question .. why ppl susah banged buat percaya lagi ke aku .. di luar dari masalah temen gue .
dan jika gua merasa harus menanggung beban orang lain knapa gue ga boleh ?
berbuat baek untuk temen gue ...
- dilema -
Hari ini
The Bottom Line
When it comes to relationships (all kinds), today's a good day to go with your gut.
In Detail
Oh, here we go. It's time for drama, of the love or money variety. Now, you're no stranger to this sort of thing, so seeing it unfold won't startle you. You may, however, be surprised at just how oddly indifferent you are to it at the moment. Yes, even if you're ordinarily quite fond of a little turbulence during flight, you'll probably find yourself trying to keep things calm. Write it off to maturity, and don't worry.
When it comes to relationships (all kinds), today's a good day to go with your gut.
In Detail
Oh, here we go. It's time for drama, of the love or money variety. Now, you're no stranger to this sort of thing, so seeing it unfold won't startle you. You may, however, be surprised at just how oddly indifferent you are to it at the moment. Yes, even if you're ordinarily quite fond of a little turbulence during flight, you'll probably find yourself trying to keep things calm. Write it off to maturity, and don't worry.
May 28, 2005
pojok pintu
pada suatu masa
kala senja tak lagi berwarna
kelam pucat abu meredam
hanya bayang bayang dan debu jalan
kering ... resah jiwa dahaga
meradang .. menerawang .
kembali aku pada sebuah pojok pintu hati
menunggu untuk terbuka kembali
kala senja tak lagi berwarna
kelam pucat abu meredam
hanya bayang bayang dan debu jalan
kering ... resah jiwa dahaga
meradang .. menerawang .
kembali aku pada sebuah pojok pintu hati
menunggu untuk terbuka kembali
May 27, 2005
Aku .. hari ini
The Bottom Line
What's really at stake here? If it's a matter of pride, consider pushing it aside.
In Detail
Forget about your friends -- just for now. At the moment, you need more than platonic company. You need to hold hands, snuggle up and exchange compliments with someone who loves you as much as you love them. If you already know a person who fits that description, go find them. If not, start looking for a new future snuggling partner. Your friends will be more than happy to excuse you for the evening.
What's really at stake here? If it's a matter of pride, consider pushing it aside.
In Detail
Forget about your friends -- just for now. At the moment, you need more than platonic company. You need to hold hands, snuggle up and exchange compliments with someone who loves you as much as you love them. If you already know a person who fits that description, go find them. If not, start looking for a new future snuggling partner. Your friends will be more than happy to excuse you for the evening.
saturday nite song
Dj Tiesto - Love Comes Again
You have become
What you have always been
Life figuring out
Rephrase your vision
No words I can speak
A path should been chosen
All trembling track
She lead us back and here
the guts are
Love comes again
Just when I booked in none of her
Love can come again
You gotta believe that
Love comes again
Just when I booked in none of her
Love can come again
Deep within me
Turn all the secret stones
Voice of fields
Breathing when love holds
Still no word we can speak
A path should been chosen
But all trembling track
She lead us back and here
the guts are
Love comes again
Just when I booked in none of her
Love can come again
You gotta believe that
Love comes again
Just when I booked in none of her
Love can come again
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Dj Shadow - 6 days war
At the starting of the week
At summit talks you'll hear them speak
It's only Monday
Negotiations breaking down
See those leaders start to frown
It's sword and gun day
Tomorrow never comes until it's too late
You could be sitting taking lunch
The news will hit you like a punch
It's only Tuesday
You never thought we'd go to war
After all the things we saw
It's April Fools' day
Tomorrow never comes until it's too late
Tomorrow never comes until it's too late
You hear a whistling overhead
Are you alive or are you dead?
It's only Thursday
You feel a shaking on the ground
A billion candles burn around
Is it your birthday?
Tomorrow never comes until it's too late
Tomorrow never comes until it's too late
Make tomorrow come I think it's too late
You have become
What you have always been
Life figuring out
Rephrase your vision
No words I can speak
A path should been chosen
All trembling track
She lead us back and here
the guts are
Love comes again
Just when I booked in none of her
Love can come again
You gotta believe that
Love comes again
Just when I booked in none of her
Love can come again
Deep within me
Turn all the secret stones
Voice of fields
Breathing when love holds
Still no word we can speak
A path should been chosen
But all trembling track
She lead us back and here
the guts are
Love comes again
Just when I booked in none of her
Love can come again
You gotta believe that
Love comes again
Just when I booked in none of her
Love can come again
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Dj Shadow - 6 days war
At the starting of the week
At summit talks you'll hear them speak
It's only Monday
Negotiations breaking down
See those leaders start to frown
It's sword and gun day
Tomorrow never comes until it's too late
You could be sitting taking lunch
The news will hit you like a punch
It's only Tuesday
You never thought we'd go to war
After all the things we saw
It's April Fools' day
Tomorrow never comes until it's too late
Tomorrow never comes until it's too late
You hear a whistling overhead
Are you alive or are you dead?
It's only Thursday
You feel a shaking on the ground
A billion candles burn around
Is it your birthday?
Tomorrow never comes until it's too late
Tomorrow never comes until it's too late
Make tomorrow come I think it's too late
Aku .. hari ini
The Bottom Line
Be selfless, and you'll find that you unexpectedly get what you need, too.
In Detail
You've been dealing with serious matters for a long time and just recently rediscovered the art of play. Of course, it's like riding a bike -- and if anyone can get back on and show the rest of the world how it's done, it's definitely you. So now, when the chance to hop on presents itself, it's up to you to take it, wholeheartedly. If your best friend or your other half happens to be around, take them along for the ride.
Be selfless, and you'll find that you unexpectedly get what you need, too.
In Detail
You've been dealing with serious matters for a long time and just recently rediscovered the art of play. Of course, it's like riding a bike -- and if anyone can get back on and show the rest of the world how it's done, it's definitely you. So now, when the chance to hop on presents itself, it's up to you to take it, wholeheartedly. If your best friend or your other half happens to be around, take them along for the ride.
because of my job :(
akhirnya .. setelah ngelewatin busy weeks..
abis mpe begadang ngerjain proposal buat salah satu service provider. kmudian proposal buat si paffy . damn i just can rest a b it. abis ini tgl 31 - tgl 3 gue musti ada di bogor buat ngajarin orang orang PLN. kelar dari itu gue musti cabs lagi ke SG :(
hiks gak kebayang deh kapan bisa istirahat. meanwhile semua sodara sodara gua lagi ngumpul di SOLO. hiks tadi cuma nelpon Bule' Mi and dia cuma bilang .. aku ngitung semua ternyata ada kurang satu yg absen disini .. ya cuma kamu :(
hiks kebayang banged disana bakal rame sama smua smua sodara sodara. sdgkan gue masih kudu di jkt stuck dengan semua kerjaan gue .. :(
ntah kapan lagi bisa kumpul sma mereka ...
- bit lonely -
abis mpe begadang ngerjain proposal buat salah satu service provider. kmudian proposal buat si paffy . damn i just can rest a b it. abis ini tgl 31 - tgl 3 gue musti ada di bogor buat ngajarin orang orang PLN. kelar dari itu gue musti cabs lagi ke SG :(
hiks gak kebayang deh kapan bisa istirahat. meanwhile semua sodara sodara gua lagi ngumpul di SOLO. hiks tadi cuma nelpon Bule' Mi and dia cuma bilang .. aku ngitung semua ternyata ada kurang satu yg absen disini .. ya cuma kamu :(
hiks kebayang banged disana bakal rame sama smua smua sodara sodara. sdgkan gue masih kudu di jkt stuck dengan semua kerjaan gue .. :(
ntah kapan lagi bisa kumpul sma mereka ...
- bit lonely -
May 25, 2005
Hari ini
The Bottom Line
Self-confidence is good, but don't let it get out of hand. Keep that ego in check.
In Detail
That invitation to get out of the house and celebrate sounds good, doesn't it? So no matter what you're up to tomorrow morning, why not pretend that you've got nothing but time and the luxury of sleeping in as late as you like? You might be tired, but you'll amble into work with a great big grin and a terrific attitude, and just about everyone will be tickled for you. Oh, go ahead. Party hearty.
Self-confidence is good, but don't let it get out of hand. Keep that ego in check.
In Detail
That invitation to get out of the house and celebrate sounds good, doesn't it? So no matter what you're up to tomorrow morning, why not pretend that you've got nothing but time and the luxury of sleeping in as late as you like? You might be tired, but you'll amble into work with a great big grin and a terrific attitude, and just about everyone will be tickled for you. Oh, go ahead. Party hearty.
Today Forecast
The Bottom Line
You want to get straight to the point, but don't hurt anyone's feelings on the way.
In Detail
You've got a lot to think about, and you need to do it before you speak to your boss -- especially if they've been trying to get you to make a decision about taking that raise, promotion or bonus. You're perfectly qualified. They know it and you know it. All that remains is for you to get your speech memorized before you actually march into their office. Of course, knowing you, that shouldn't be much of a problem.
You want to get straight to the point, but don't hurt anyone's feelings on the way.
In Detail
You've got a lot to think about, and you need to do it before you speak to your boss -- especially if they've been trying to get you to make a decision about taking that raise, promotion or bonus. You're perfectly qualified. They know it and you know it. All that remains is for you to get your speech memorized before you actually march into their office. Of course, knowing you, that shouldn't be much of a problem.
May 24, 2005
ex.HauT.ed
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May 22, 2005
Salah ya kalo gue Jeles ?
Jeles .. a simple word .. simple matters .. but too complicated to resolve.
Kalo cowo .. sering terima telpon dari temen temennya, kemudian menjadi perhatian sama temennya itu .. give an attention to them .. maka ntar pasangannya akan protes dengan alasan bahwa kita tidak memperhatikan mereka lagi, tidak punya perasaan lah .. atau kadang dibilang kita cheating . apa lagi temen yang kita perhatikan itu lawan jenis ..
Tapi bagaimana kalo sebaliknya , jika cewe punya temen dan kemudian dia kasih perhatian lebih atau care sama temen temennya apa lagi kalo temen temennya itu para cowo cowo . kemudian jika pasangannya atau cowonya ngamuk krn merasa terabaikan mrk dengan enak akan bilang " mrk kan temen temen gue , masa gue gak boleh berinteraktif dengan mrk, apa kamu lebih suka kalau gue gak bergaul ... nanti dibilang kitanya jeles . dan mereka selalu ngomong knapa harus jeles ?"
ga ngerti but masalah ini common banged diantara pasangan pasangan yang lagi pacaran
gue sendiri sih gak asked too much .. gue cuma pengertian .. itu doank ..
kalo dia bisa jeles knapa gue ngga boleh ??
Kalo cowo .. sering terima telpon dari temen temennya, kemudian menjadi perhatian sama temennya itu .. give an attention to them .. maka ntar pasangannya akan protes dengan alasan bahwa kita tidak memperhatikan mereka lagi, tidak punya perasaan lah .. atau kadang dibilang kita cheating . apa lagi temen yang kita perhatikan itu lawan jenis ..
Tapi bagaimana kalo sebaliknya , jika cewe punya temen dan kemudian dia kasih perhatian lebih atau care sama temen temennya apa lagi kalo temen temennya itu para cowo cowo . kemudian jika pasangannya atau cowonya ngamuk krn merasa terabaikan mrk dengan enak akan bilang " mrk kan temen temen gue , masa gue gak boleh berinteraktif dengan mrk, apa kamu lebih suka kalau gue gak bergaul ... nanti dibilang kitanya jeles . dan mereka selalu ngomong knapa harus jeles ?"
ga ngerti but masalah ini common banged diantara pasangan pasangan yang lagi pacaran
gue sendiri sih gak asked too much .. gue cuma pengertian .. itu doank ..
kalo dia bisa jeles knapa gue ngga boleh ??
Today Forecast
The Bottom Line
Take a good look at the underlying issues, and things will clear up in your romance.
In Detail
You've accepted the invitation, put in your request for time off and marked the dates off on your calendar. You've spent at least one evening laying out every last piece of clothing you own on your bed. After intense concentration, you've managed to select your favorites. You're finally ready -- well, just about ready -- to start the actual packing process. There's just one thing that's bothering you. Better get it solved before you confirm your reservation.
----
i hope .. gua bisa dapetin project ini ..
sighs -
Take a good look at the underlying issues, and things will clear up in your romance.
In Detail
You've accepted the invitation, put in your request for time off and marked the dates off on your calendar. You've spent at least one evening laying out every last piece of clothing you own on your bed. After intense concentration, you've managed to select your favorites. You're finally ready -- well, just about ready -- to start the actual packing process. There's just one thing that's bothering you. Better get it solved before you confirm your reservation.
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i hope .. gua bisa dapetin project ini ..
sighs -
May 19, 2005
SMS Today
" bong , nyokab kapan brkt ? eh doain gue ye .. si karjo dah telat dua bulan .. euhm beliin gua baju benyamin donks ... "
kok gua jadi terharu gini yah baca sms singkat itu. sender Rico .
duh jadi netes aer mata gua .. hiks hiks
gue mo dapet ponakan lagi dari ade gue ...
giliran gue kapan yah :(
kok gua jadi terharu gini yah baca sms singkat itu. sender Rico .
duh jadi netes aer mata gua .. hiks hiks
gue mo dapet ponakan lagi dari ade gue ...
giliran gue kapan yah :(
Today Forecast
The Bottom Line
Single? Ask someone cute on a date. Attached? Take your sweetheart out on the town.
In Detail
You've never been short on charisma, and you know exactly how to use that gift of charm you've been given to the utmost. So when a loved one pops up and silently asks you to work their side of the fence, you'll do it without one spoken word -- and you'll do it so well, they'll win before the other side even knows they're sparring. Let's just hope that they appreciate you, because with the depth of devotion you give to others, you really deserve it.
...
LEO GituhLoghs
....
jadi inget sama salah satu temen chat lama gue . dia skarang ada di Malay kalo gak salah sama suami n anaknya Viola ... hehe he ..
Yeah what was we been said were true ...
Single? Ask someone cute on a date. Attached? Take your sweetheart out on the town.
In Detail
You've never been short on charisma, and you know exactly how to use that gift of charm you've been given to the utmost. So when a loved one pops up and silently asks you to work their side of the fence, you'll do it without one spoken word -- and you'll do it so well, they'll win before the other side even knows they're sparring. Let's just hope that they appreciate you, because with the depth of devotion you give to others, you really deserve it.
...
LEO GituhLoghs
....
jadi inget sama salah satu temen chat lama gue . dia skarang ada di Malay kalo gak salah sama suami n anaknya Viola ... hehe he ..
Yeah what was we been said were true ...
May 17, 2005
Today Forecast
The Bottom Line
Being penny-wise comes easily to you now. Take advantage of it. Review your budget.
In Detail
You've never been known for being a slacker. You work as hard as you possibly can and as long as you possibly can, and you don't ever try to take the easy way out. So now that the chance to make a couple of extra bucks has come along, there's absolutely no reason for you to pretend you haven't been working toward that raise, bonus or promotion all along. Your job now is to talk directly to the powers that be, to let them know what you've been doing and for how long, and to forget all about being modest.
Being penny-wise comes easily to you now. Take advantage of it. Review your budget.
In Detail
You've never been known for being a slacker. You work as hard as you possibly can and as long as you possibly can, and you don't ever try to take the easy way out. So now that the chance to make a couple of extra bucks has come along, there's absolutely no reason for you to pretend you haven't been working toward that raise, bonus or promotion all along. Your job now is to talk directly to the powers that be, to let them know what you've been doing and for how long, and to forget all about being modest.
May 16, 2005
i was a liar ..
" eh kok organizernya diluar ? ada apa ? "
" gak ada apa apa kok "
" sinihh .. aku liyad "
" buat apaan sih ? gak ada apa apa kok "
" makin kamu larang , makin aku periksa "
damn .. why .. she treat me kaya aku apa gitu . skrg semua di curigain .. ada yg gak spt biasanya lgs aja di curigain .. sampe sampe my laptop .. everything .. kaya akhirnya dari hasil die buka buka organizer gue .. ketemu deh tuh slip transfer gue ke si mei .. n itupun kejadiannya 1 tahun yg lalu .. which is gue aja belom knal dia , and dia jadi gimana gitu .. ntar kalo udah kaya gitu .. mulai deh ngebahas semua kejadian yg lalu lalu ...
sighs .. gue gak ngerti deh .. dia trying to believe in me .. but why dia selalu rollback semua kejadian .. what the point gitu .. tujuannya apa coba .. kalo cuma mo mojok mojokin gue doank .. ngapain coba dia masih mau niatan jalan lagi sama gue ..
makin lama makin ga jelas kmana arahnya
" gak ada apa apa kok "
" sinihh .. aku liyad "
" buat apaan sih ? gak ada apa apa kok "
" makin kamu larang , makin aku periksa "
damn .. why .. she treat me kaya aku apa gitu . skrg semua di curigain .. ada yg gak spt biasanya lgs aja di curigain .. sampe sampe my laptop .. everything .. kaya akhirnya dari hasil die buka buka organizer gue .. ketemu deh tuh slip transfer gue ke si mei .. n itupun kejadiannya 1 tahun yg lalu .. which is gue aja belom knal dia , and dia jadi gimana gitu .. ntar kalo udah kaya gitu .. mulai deh ngebahas semua kejadian yg lalu lalu ...
sighs .. gue gak ngerti deh .. dia trying to believe in me .. but why dia selalu rollback semua kejadian .. what the point gitu .. tujuannya apa coba .. kalo cuma mo mojok mojokin gue doank .. ngapain coba dia masih mau niatan jalan lagi sama gue ..
makin lama makin ga jelas kmana arahnya
Today Forecast
The Bottom Line
Feeling quieter than normal? Even lions need to purr instead of roar occasionally.
In Detail
You're a fire sign, so you're not at all afraid of speaking your mind on impulse. At the moment, however, that might not be your best bet. Holding back will be frustrating, to say the least, but you'll manage -- especially since your silence will buy you and your loved ones a happy return on your time and effort. Keep quiet and think about the rewards you'll earn, not just for yourself, but for the people you care about who are trying to find their way out of a tough situation.
Feeling quieter than normal? Even lions need to purr instead of roar occasionally.
In Detail
You're a fire sign, so you're not at all afraid of speaking your mind on impulse. At the moment, however, that might not be your best bet. Holding back will be frustrating, to say the least, but you'll manage -- especially since your silence will buy you and your loved ones a happy return on your time and effort. Keep quiet and think about the rewards you'll earn, not just for yourself, but for the people you care about who are trying to find their way out of a tough situation.
May 13, 2005
another day end .. another life goes to the end
stiap hari jumat .. gue selalu mikir hari ini adalah hari terakhir.. dan kayanya suatu ending dari suatu perjalanan .
setiap hari berakhir gue selalu mikir .. satu hari sudah lewat .. satu hari sudah kesempatan ku habis .. satu hari sudah kehidupanku habis ..
sedangkan aku gak tahu sampai hari keberapa aku akan tetep ada disini ..
sighs -
setiap hari berakhir gue selalu mikir .. satu hari sudah lewat .. satu hari sudah kesempatan ku habis .. satu hari sudah kehidupanku habis ..
sedangkan aku gak tahu sampai hari keberapa aku akan tetep ada disini ..
sighs -
Today Forecast
The Bottom Line
Ouch! Your feelings are easily hurt now. Bundle up in some protective layers.
In Detail
Speaking of charm, stick-to-itiveness and making changes at work, don't underestimate yourself -- or your coworkers. The powers that be may seem to be omnipotent, but they weren't born with your talent for organizing the masses, and they can't run the show without the cast. Keep everyone calm and come up with a battle plan for the future. In one day, you've probably already made some progress in convincing the higher-ups. Imagine what you can all do in a month.
Ouch! Your feelings are easily hurt now. Bundle up in some protective layers.
In Detail
Speaking of charm, stick-to-itiveness and making changes at work, don't underestimate yourself -- or your coworkers. The powers that be may seem to be omnipotent, but they weren't born with your talent for organizing the masses, and they can't run the show without the cast. Keep everyone calm and come up with a battle plan for the future. In one day, you've probably already made some progress in convincing the higher-ups. Imagine what you can all do in a month.
May 12, 2005
u are an Internet addict if ...
You know you are addicted to internet if ...
* You actually wore a blue ribbon to protest the Communications Decency Act.
* You kiss your girlfriend's home page.
* Your bookmark takes 15 minutes to scroll from top to bottom.
* Your eyeglasses have a web site burned in on them.
* You find yourself brainstorming for new subjects to search.
* You refuse to go to a vacation spot with no electricity and no phone lines.
* You finally do take that vacation, but only after buying a cellular modem and a laptop.
* You spend half of the plane trip with your laptop on your lap...and your child in the overhead compartment.
* All your daydreaming is preoccupied with getting a faster connection to the net: 28.8...ISDN...cable modem...T1...T3.
* And even your night dreams are in HTML.
* You find yourself typing "com" after every period when using a word processor.com
* You turn off your modem and get this awful empty feeling, like you just pulled the plug on a loved one.
* You refer to going to the bathroom as downloading.
* You start introducing yourself as "Jim at I-I-Net dot net dot au
* Your heart races faster and beats irregularly each time you see a new WWW site address in print or on TV, even though you've never had heart problems before.
* You step out of your room and realize that your parents have moved and you don't have a clue when it happened.
* You turn on your intercom when leaving the room so you can hear if new e-mail arrives.
* Your wife drapes a blond wig over your monitor to remind you of what she looks like.
* All of your friends have an @ in their names.
* When looking at a pageful of someone else's links, you notice all of them are already highlighted in purple.
* Your dog has its own home page.
* You've already visited all the links at Yahoo and you're halfway through Lycos. or [C]ontinue?
* You can't call your mother...she doesn't have a modem.
* You realize there is not a sound in the house and you have no idea where your children are.
* You believe nothing looks sexier than a man in boxer shorts illuminated only by a 17" inch svga monitor.
* You check your mail. It says "no new messages." So you check it again.
* You refer to your age as 3.x.
* You have comandeered your teenager's phone line for the net and even his friends know not to call on his line anymore.
* Your phone bill comes to your doorstep in a box.
* Even though you died last week, you've managed to retain OPS on your favorite IRC channel.
You code your homework in HTML and give your instructor the URL.
* You don't know what sex over three of your closest friends are, because they have neutral nicknames and you never bothered to ask.
* You name your children Eudora, Mozilla and Dotcom.
* You laugh at people with 2400 baud modems.
* Your husband tells you he's had the beard for 2 months.
* You miss more than five meals a week downloading the latest games from Apogee.t, or [C]ontinue?
* You start looking for hot HTML addresses in public restrooms.
* You wake up at 3 a.m. to go to the bathroom and stop and check your e-mail on the way back to bed.
* You move into a new house and decide to Netscape before you landscape.
* You tell the cab driver you live at http://123.elm.street/house/bluetrim.html
* You actually try that 123.elm.street address.
* Your virtual girlfriend finds a new net sweetheart with a larger bandwidth.
* You tell the kids they can't use the computer because "Daddy's got work to do" and you don't even have a job.
* Your friends no longer send you e-mail...they just log on to your IRC channel.
* You buy a Captain Kirk chair with a built-in keyboard and mouse.
* Your wife makes a new rule: "The computer cannot come to bed."
* You are so familiar with the WWW that you find the search engines useless.
* You get a tatoo that says "This body best viewed with Netscape 1.1 or higher."
* You never have to deal with busy signals when calling your ISP...because you never log off.
* The last girl you picked up was only a jpeg.
* You put a pillow case over your laptop so your lover doesn't see it while you are pretending to catch your breath.
* You ask a plumber how much it would cost to replace the chair in front of your computer with a toilet.
* You forget what year it is.
* You start tilting your head sideways to smile.
* You ask your doctor to implant a gig in your brain.
* You leave the modem speaker on after connecting because you think it sounds like the ocean wind...the perfect soundtrack for "surfing the net".
* You begin to wonder how on earth your service provider is allowed to call 200 hours per month "unlimited."
* You turn on your computer and turn off your wife.
* Your wife says communication is important in a marriage...so you buy another computer and install a second phone line so the two of you can chat.
* As your car crashes through the guardrail on a mountain road, your first instinct is to search for the "back" button.
* You actually wore a blue ribbon to protest the Communications Decency Act.
* You kiss your girlfriend's home page.
* Your bookmark takes 15 minutes to scroll from top to bottom.
* Your eyeglasses have a web site burned in on them.
* You find yourself brainstorming for new subjects to search.
* You refuse to go to a vacation spot with no electricity and no phone lines.
* You finally do take that vacation, but only after buying a cellular modem and a laptop.
* You spend half of the plane trip with your laptop on your lap...and your child in the overhead compartment.
* All your daydreaming is preoccupied with getting a faster connection to the net: 28.8...ISDN...cable modem...T1...T3.
* And even your night dreams are in HTML.
* You find yourself typing "com" after every period when using a word processor.com
* You turn off your modem and get this awful empty feeling, like you just pulled the plug on a loved one.
* You refer to going to the bathroom as downloading.
* You start introducing yourself as "Jim at I-I-Net dot net dot au
* Your heart races faster and beats irregularly each time you see a new WWW site address in print or on TV, even though you've never had heart problems before.
* You step out of your room and realize that your parents have moved and you don't have a clue when it happened.
* You turn on your intercom when leaving the room so you can hear if new e-mail arrives.
* Your wife drapes a blond wig over your monitor to remind you of what she looks like.
* All of your friends have an @ in their names.
* When looking at a pageful of someone else's links, you notice all of them are already highlighted in purple.
* Your dog has its own home page.
* You've already visited all the links at Yahoo and you're halfway through Lycos. or [C]ontinue?
* You can't call your mother...she doesn't have a modem.
* You realize there is not a sound in the house and you have no idea where your children are.
* You believe nothing looks sexier than a man in boxer shorts illuminated only by a 17" inch svga monitor.
* You check your mail. It says "no new messages." So you check it again.
* You refer to your age as 3.x.
* You have comandeered your teenager's phone line for the net and even his friends know not to call on his line anymore.
* Your phone bill comes to your doorstep in a box.
* Even though you died last week, you've managed to retain OPS on your favorite IRC channel.
You code your homework in HTML and give your instructor the URL.
* You don't know what sex over three of your closest friends are, because they have neutral nicknames and you never bothered to ask.
* You name your children Eudora, Mozilla and Dotcom.
* You laugh at people with 2400 baud modems.
* Your husband tells you he's had the beard for 2 months.
* You miss more than five meals a week downloading the latest games from Apogee.t, or [C]ontinue?
* You start looking for hot HTML addresses in public restrooms.
* You wake up at 3 a.m. to go to the bathroom and stop and check your e-mail on the way back to bed.
* You move into a new house and decide to Netscape before you landscape.
* You tell the cab driver you live at http://123.elm.street/house/bluetrim.html
* You actually try that 123.elm.street address.
* Your virtual girlfriend finds a new net sweetheart with a larger bandwidth.
* You tell the kids they can't use the computer because "Daddy's got work to do" and you don't even have a job.
* Your friends no longer send you e-mail...they just log on to your IRC channel.
* You buy a Captain Kirk chair with a built-in keyboard and mouse.
* Your wife makes a new rule: "The computer cannot come to bed."
* You are so familiar with the WWW that you find the search engines useless.
* You get a tatoo that says "This body best viewed with Netscape 1.1 or higher."
* You never have to deal with busy signals when calling your ISP...because you never log off.
* The last girl you picked up was only a jpeg.
* You put a pillow case over your laptop so your lover doesn't see it while you are pretending to catch your breath.
* You ask a plumber how much it would cost to replace the chair in front of your computer with a toilet.
* You forget what year it is.
* You start tilting your head sideways to smile.
* You ask your doctor to implant a gig in your brain.
* You leave the modem speaker on after connecting because you think it sounds like the ocean wind...the perfect soundtrack for "surfing the net".
* You begin to wonder how on earth your service provider is allowed to call 200 hours per month "unlimited."
* You turn on your computer and turn off your wife.
* Your wife says communication is important in a marriage...so you buy another computer and install a second phone line so the two of you can chat.
* As your car crashes through the guardrail on a mountain road, your first instinct is to search for the "back" button.
May 11, 2005
Me.. Today
The Bottom Line
You're mending fences and reconciling differences. More people should.
In Detail
New orders have come down from above, and while you're not going to be happy about them, you may have to live with them -- temporarily, at least. If you've been thinking about finding a new way to earn your daily bread, this could be the excuse you've been looking for. If you like your current spot, however, don't just sigh and resign yourself to this. You'll work things out eventually with just a little bit of effort -- and some of that legendary charm.
You're mending fences and reconciling differences. More people should.
In Detail
New orders have come down from above, and while you're not going to be happy about them, you may have to live with them -- temporarily, at least. If you've been thinking about finding a new way to earn your daily bread, this could be the excuse you've been looking for. If you like your current spot, however, don't just sigh and resign yourself to this. You'll work things out eventually with just a little bit of effort -- and some of that legendary charm.
May 10, 2005
Jebakan ? or what
" jal , masih mao kerja disini gak ? "
" lho wassup ? "
" elo ada ngelamar kerja di tempat laen kan ? "
- gubrags -
ini brita dari mana lagi coba .. gua dah selama lebih dari 1 tahun kerja disini gak pernah buat lamaran atau ngirim resume utk tujuan pindah kerja tiba tiba dikasih pertanyaan spt itu.
gak tahu deh brita dari mana .. terakhir yg gua tahu .. temen dari rinaldi bilang ke rinaldi kalo gue ngelamar ke tempat dia .
damn .. apa coba maksudnya .. kalo emang ada yg gak suka sama gue disini dan trying buat nendang gue .. gak jelas deh ..
pusing
ntah besok mo jadi apa .. mo ada apa .. gak tahu
" lho wassup ? "
" elo ada ngelamar kerja di tempat laen kan ? "
- gubrags -
ini brita dari mana lagi coba .. gua dah selama lebih dari 1 tahun kerja disini gak pernah buat lamaran atau ngirim resume utk tujuan pindah kerja tiba tiba dikasih pertanyaan spt itu.
gak tahu deh brita dari mana .. terakhir yg gua tahu .. temen dari rinaldi bilang ke rinaldi kalo gue ngelamar ke tempat dia .
damn .. apa coba maksudnya .. kalo emang ada yg gak suka sama gue disini dan trying buat nendang gue .. gak jelas deh ..
pusing
ntah besok mo jadi apa .. mo ada apa .. gak tahu
May 9, 2005
Me.. Today
The Bottom Line
Combine socializing with some mental stimulation -- maybe a lecture with a friend?
In Detail
If anyone is usually quite sure of how and when they want to do what they want to do, it's you. At the moment, however, you're torn between being good (going to bed early and preparing yourself for tomorrow) and being bad -- which would basically entail staying up as late as you like and forgetting about anything but tonight. The final decision, of course, rests with your conscience. But with the right temptation, there won't be a contest.
Combine socializing with some mental stimulation -- maybe a lecture with a friend?
In Detail
If anyone is usually quite sure of how and when they want to do what they want to do, it's you. At the moment, however, you're torn between being good (going to bed early and preparing yourself for tomorrow) and being bad -- which would basically entail staying up as late as you like and forgetting about anything but tonight. The final decision, of course, rests with your conscience. But with the right temptation, there won't be a contest.
Me.. Today
The Bottom Line
Be one of the team. Your leadership role doesn't fit the scenario now.
In Detail
You've always been proud of your friends. You handpick them with great care, and it takes time. Anyone who makes it to your inner circle gets there because they're intelligent, witty and entertaining -- the cream of the crop. That doesn't mean you're a snob, however -- only that you appreciate and insist on nothing but the best in all departments. So when a friend surprises you, it's an especially delightful moment. Well, pack some tissues in your lunchbox. One of those moments is en route.
Be one of the team. Your leadership role doesn't fit the scenario now.
In Detail
You've always been proud of your friends. You handpick them with great care, and it takes time. Anyone who makes it to your inner circle gets there because they're intelligent, witty and entertaining -- the cream of the crop. That doesn't mean you're a snob, however -- only that you appreciate and insist on nothing but the best in all departments. So when a friend surprises you, it's an especially delightful moment. Well, pack some tissues in your lunchbox. One of those moments is en route.
May 8, 2005
dalam sebuah pencarian
sabtu kemaren gue ke bandung. sama dede n ponco. niatnya sih buat nemenin dede untuk nyekar ke kuburan papa nya . dan kita berangkat pagi pagi dari jkt . naek bis ke bandung. selama perjalanan sih fine fine ajah. gak ada masalah. dan akhirnya tiba di cimahi. dan baru deh di mulai dari sini.
Turun dari tol kemudian kita naek angkot .. kita semua gak tahu alamat yg pasti. yang dia tahu hanya kuburan tersebut dekat salah satu universitas dan ternyata universitas itu pintunya banyak banged. dan dede mulai cemas dan panik. gue sendiri masih berusaha tenang dan juga ponco. gue cuma berusaha supaya dede tidak bertambah panik. kemudian kita pun nyasar dan pada saat dede telpon ke jkt malah tambah parah lagi mrk sama sekali tidak tahu alamat jelas dan patokannya. sekilas gue lihat dia mulai berkaca kaca gitu matanya . dah mulai cemas dan mo nangis. dah hilang kepercayaan untuk bisa made it. krn hari pun sudah semakin sore dah jam 3 sore tapi kita sendiri in the midle of nowhere . sedangkan semakin kita berjalan dede tambah makin cemas dan lost. aku cuma berpikir .. kita pasti sampai. krn yakin banged kita dah deket. hanya mungkin ada sesuatu hal sehingga kita tidak dikasih jalan dengan mudah.
Kembali kita menelusuri jalan yang buat dede sendiri pun jalan sangat asing. tapi aku berkeyakinan di depan sana pasti jalan ketemu. dan ternyata di pertigaan berikut dia mengenali jalan tersebut. cerah muka dia .. gak cemas lagi .. kemudian kita menelusuri jalan tersebut. dan akhirnya sampailah ke sebuah lapangan .. dan di pojok lapangan tersebut tampak bbrp makam .. dan salah satunya adalah makam papanya dede.
sekilas aku prihatin banged melihat keadaan makam tersebut .. tidak terurus .. spt makam yang tidak bertuan .. seakan mrk sudah dilupakan begitu saja . aku cuma gak bisa banyak bicara atau komentar tapi aku membayangkan ke diri aku sendiri jika seandainya aku suatu hari nanti menjadi salah satu dari mrk ...
menjadi suatu gundukan tanah ... tanpa nisan .. tanpa tanda .. hanya suatu tempat yang sudah terlupakan ...
Turun dari tol kemudian kita naek angkot .. kita semua gak tahu alamat yg pasti. yang dia tahu hanya kuburan tersebut dekat salah satu universitas dan ternyata universitas itu pintunya banyak banged. dan dede mulai cemas dan panik. gue sendiri masih berusaha tenang dan juga ponco. gue cuma berusaha supaya dede tidak bertambah panik. kemudian kita pun nyasar dan pada saat dede telpon ke jkt malah tambah parah lagi mrk sama sekali tidak tahu alamat jelas dan patokannya. sekilas gue lihat dia mulai berkaca kaca gitu matanya . dah mulai cemas dan mo nangis. dah hilang kepercayaan untuk bisa made it. krn hari pun sudah semakin sore dah jam 3 sore tapi kita sendiri in the midle of nowhere . sedangkan semakin kita berjalan dede tambah makin cemas dan lost. aku cuma berpikir .. kita pasti sampai. krn yakin banged kita dah deket. hanya mungkin ada sesuatu hal sehingga kita tidak dikasih jalan dengan mudah.
Kembali kita menelusuri jalan yang buat dede sendiri pun jalan sangat asing. tapi aku berkeyakinan di depan sana pasti jalan ketemu. dan ternyata di pertigaan berikut dia mengenali jalan tersebut. cerah muka dia .. gak cemas lagi .. kemudian kita menelusuri jalan tersebut. dan akhirnya sampailah ke sebuah lapangan .. dan di pojok lapangan tersebut tampak bbrp makam .. dan salah satunya adalah makam papanya dede.
sekilas aku prihatin banged melihat keadaan makam tersebut .. tidak terurus .. spt makam yang tidak bertuan .. seakan mrk sudah dilupakan begitu saja . aku cuma gak bisa banyak bicara atau komentar tapi aku membayangkan ke diri aku sendiri jika seandainya aku suatu hari nanti menjadi salah satu dari mrk ...
menjadi suatu gundukan tanah ... tanpa nisan .. tanpa tanda .. hanya suatu tempat yang sudah terlupakan ...
May 5, 2005
i was in eden with u
ntah sudah berapa masa aku melihatmu tertidur tapi tidak pada malam ini .. ada suatu yang beda .. saat ku ada disampingmu dan kau pun terlelap dalam tidurmu .. begitu nyenyaknya dirimu . seakan kau telah lupa dengan semua kejadian selama minggu ini.
aku tak tahu apakah yang mengunjungi dalam mimpimu malam itu .. tapi aku tak kuasa untuk menganggu perjalananmu .. aku hanya bisa memandangimu dan terus memandangimu sampai akupun jatuh tertidur .. disampingmu ...
that nite .. i was in eden with u ..
aku tak tahu apakah yang mengunjungi dalam mimpimu malam itu .. tapi aku tak kuasa untuk menganggu perjalananmu .. aku hanya bisa memandangimu dan terus memandangimu sampai akupun jatuh tertidur .. disampingmu ...
that nite .. i was in eden with u ..
May 3, 2005
pada suatu ketika
pada suatu ketika
alam raya bangun
dari lelap tidurnya
sembah puji di nafaskan
dalam setiap tarikan napas benih benih kehidupan pertama
lafaskan bersama sukma pagi
lantunkan tembang kehidupan
penuhi kalbu hati suci
dan doa doa para begawan
untuk sang maharaya
'tuk jalani jiwa jiwa dalam alam raya mayapada ...
pada suatu ketika
aku bersama denganmu peri kecilku
pada suatu ketika
tak ada lagi
tawa riuh .. canda gempita
dan bunyi
sunyi sepi
kelam senyap menyelimuti
semu dan hening
tak ada jiwa
tak ada nyawa ...
hitam tak berpendar ...
pada suatu ketika
aku meninggalkan peri kecil itu ...
alam raya bangun
dari lelap tidurnya
sembah puji di nafaskan
dalam setiap tarikan napas benih benih kehidupan pertama
lafaskan bersama sukma pagi
lantunkan tembang kehidupan
penuhi kalbu hati suci
dan doa doa para begawan
untuk sang maharaya
'tuk jalani jiwa jiwa dalam alam raya mayapada ...
pada suatu ketika
aku bersama denganmu peri kecilku
pada suatu ketika
tak ada lagi
tawa riuh .. canda gempita
dan bunyi
sunyi sepi
kelam senyap menyelimuti
semu dan hening
tak ada jiwa
tak ada nyawa ...
hitam tak berpendar ...
pada suatu ketika
aku meninggalkan peri kecil itu ...
Me, Today
The Bottom Line
Avoid financial decisions now -- and don't let anyone else control your money.
In Detail
No matter how much you care for them or how benevolent you are, being kind to someone can only go so far. If you're sure they've taken advantage of you, trust your intuition and don't let this continue any longer. Your future demands that you let go of all baggage, including anyone and anything that's held you back from moving toward the opportunities that await you. Get the show on the road with a confident attitude and a happy heart.
Avoid financial decisions now -- and don't let anyone else control your money.
In Detail
No matter how much you care for them or how benevolent you are, being kind to someone can only go so far. If you're sure they've taken advantage of you, trust your intuition and don't let this continue any longer. Your future demands that you let go of all baggage, including anyone and anything that's held you back from moving toward the opportunities that await you. Get the show on the road with a confident attitude and a happy heart.
May 2, 2005
bunga rumput liar
bunga rumput liar
tumbuh pagi hari
mekar merekah
tengadah menatap matahari
keringkan diri dari dekapan embun subuh tadi
berharap angin kan datang
datang mengajak dia pergi
arungi hari
..
andai aku semudah bunga rumput liar
tumbuh pagi hari
mekar merekah
tengadah menatap matahari
keringkan diri dari dekapan embun subuh tadi
berharap angin kan datang
datang mengajak dia pergi
arungi hari
..
andai aku semudah bunga rumput liar
abu abu dan mati
hidup tak lagi berwarna
saat sekaleng cat abu abu
tumpah diatas kain kanvas
sedangkan aku baru saja
melukiskan garis tepi
tentang hidup kita
....
apakah kau akan tetap ada
menjenguk ku
memberi ku bunga
bercerita tentang aku
jika aku sudah tidak ada nanti ??
-
mati
saat sekaleng cat abu abu
tumpah diatas kain kanvas
sedangkan aku baru saja
melukiskan garis tepi
tentang hidup kita
....
apakah kau akan tetap ada
menjenguk ku
memberi ku bunga
bercerita tentang aku
jika aku sudah tidak ada nanti ??
-
mati
May 1, 2005
if i die , would u come to my funeral ??
sering kali aku berpikir .. bagaimanakah jika aku mati nanti .. apakah semua orang akan datang .. untuk memberikan salam terakhir untuk aku .. at least mereka datang untuk mengingat ku .. apakah mereka akan tetap datang dan menjenguk aku disana ..
pernah aku bermimpi tentang kematian .. sepi .. cuma ada beberapa yang datang dan menangis .. dan ada juga yang meletakan bunga dan kemudian pergi .. aku hanya bisa melihat mereka dari atas .. dan kemudian jika aku kangen aku akan datang menjenguk mereka .. melihat mereka dari kejauhan ... dan memberi tanda bahwa aku ada ..
dan apakah mereka kemudian masih akan mengenang dan mengingatku .. menceritakan semua cerita tentang aku .. semua cerita tentang kenangan buruk dan baik ..
semua itu kerap datang dalam pikiran aku . apakah mereka hanya akan baru ingat tentang aku pada saat aku sudah tiada .. atau sama sekali mereka sudah lupa bahwa aku masih ada ...
sedangkan saat aku ada pun mereka tak pernah ada ...
pernah aku bermimpi tentang kematian .. sepi .. cuma ada beberapa yang datang dan menangis .. dan ada juga yang meletakan bunga dan kemudian pergi .. aku hanya bisa melihat mereka dari atas .. dan kemudian jika aku kangen aku akan datang menjenguk mereka .. melihat mereka dari kejauhan ... dan memberi tanda bahwa aku ada ..
dan apakah mereka kemudian masih akan mengenang dan mengingatku .. menceritakan semua cerita tentang aku .. semua cerita tentang kenangan buruk dan baik ..
semua itu kerap datang dalam pikiran aku . apakah mereka hanya akan baru ingat tentang aku pada saat aku sudah tiada .. atau sama sekali mereka sudah lupa bahwa aku masih ada ...
sedangkan saat aku ada pun mereka tak pernah ada ...
Bisakah ...
bisakah diri kita mencintai seseorang hanya karena dirinya semata ? tanpa karena dia good secara pisik atau karena apa yang dia punya . Dan apakah kita bisa mencintai seseorang ukan karena terpaksa, bukan karena sebagai pengganti ?
Bisakah kita mencintai seseorang hanya karena dia telah menunjukan apa sebenernya arti cinta bagi kita ? dan apakah kita juga bisa mencintai orang yang telah menyakiti diri kita sendiri ? atau kita berharap cinta dari orang yang telah kita sakiti dan pernah kita kecewakan ?
Bisakah kita tahu kapankah cinta itu datang dan tulus ....
Bisakah kamu memberi tahu aku .. apakah itu cinta ?
-sighs-
aku mungkin orang yang paling bodoh dalam hal seperti ini ...
Bisakah kita mencintai seseorang hanya karena dia telah menunjukan apa sebenernya arti cinta bagi kita ? dan apakah kita juga bisa mencintai orang yang telah menyakiti diri kita sendiri ? atau kita berharap cinta dari orang yang telah kita sakiti dan pernah kita kecewakan ?
Bisakah kita tahu kapankah cinta itu datang dan tulus ....
Bisakah kamu memberi tahu aku .. apakah itu cinta ?
-sighs-
aku mungkin orang yang paling bodoh dalam hal seperti ini ...
am i too tight to u ?
The Bottom Line
When you hold on too tight to something, it just squirms. Loosen that grip.
In Detail
You're trying to decide whether to listen to your gut or to ask for advice from a professional you've always trusted. If you don't feel comfortable with their counsel once it's delivered, however, what about just talking things over with your very best friend? They care deeply about you, they'd never tell you to do anything they wouldn't do, and they know you well enough to know what's possible and what's not. Consider it your best option. Give them a call.
...........
im just afraid to losing u again
-sighs-
im sorry
When you hold on too tight to something, it just squirms. Loosen that grip.
In Detail
You're trying to decide whether to listen to your gut or to ask for advice from a professional you've always trusted. If you don't feel comfortable with their counsel once it's delivered, however, what about just talking things over with your very best friend? They care deeply about you, they'd never tell you to do anything they wouldn't do, and they know you well enough to know what's possible and what's not. Consider it your best option. Give them a call.
...........
im just afraid to losing u again
-sighs-
im sorry
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