so the story like this : .
lagi baca baca forum di kaskus. the talk about Metallica. then i before that i heard on MTV icon that will be release on next Saturday 24 May. but they said the clip is already publish on the net. at first i try to seek them . then i found they mp3's file . i downloaded them. but not satisfied enough . so i seek to the video. then i found. so i start to download those file.
before that i wonder what is Metallica Mtv Icon. uhm when i read those a tribute for Metallica. so i am the biggest fans ot them try to seek . because so far i just got 3 kind of their tribute. Industrial verse, hard rock verse and 4 cello verse ( can u imagine metallica's song played by 4 cello's ) that was damn cool. heartbreaking !

SO the 1rst one finished is Korn, they play One. the 2nd song that win an Award.
uhm .. i see those crowd sing a long .. and Hetfield , Lars , Hammet and their new bassist on the back. watch them play .. i got no any comment
the think i know is my tears rolls down :(

dunno why .. but when i play it again . those tears keep rollin` down .. hiks

Terharu saya .....

aku melihat tubuh penuh luka
di setiap sudut lekuknya yang terseru
mendoa kata sambil termangu
aku berkata : "perempuan"

terlintas di matanya sebuah asa
memecah hampa dari kebinasaan
itu tangan memiliki kesucian
aku berkata : "perempuan"

pada tubuhnya aku bernyanyi
membisu ingin tahu
apa pantas tubuh ini penuh luka?

kalau saja kaki tak terpaku
kalau saja mata tak membatu
pastilah aku lebih bahagia melagu
melihat perempuan berjalan memandangiku

bersama perahu yang kubentuk dari doa doaku
apakah aku akan sampai padamu?
sedang laut yang kularungi
telah menjelma benda-benda
menyedotku ke dalam palungnya yang paling kelam
di tempat karang, ikan, kepiting, ubur-ubur
menjadi benda-benda gemerlap.
lalu langit warna biru itu dipenuhi sistem tata surya
yang kacau. hingga kubiarkan gemerlap itu menjadi peta

bersama gemerlap benda-benda laut itu
kapan aku akan sampai padamu?

ps.
kapan ya

seperti ranting di tepian pantai
terkoyak ombak
dan rerintik hujan
menangisi kesepian
masih saja kau tunggu perahu itu
dan tak peduli koyaknya ranting disudut jempol kakimu

ps.
untuk seorang teman ...

You've got such a pretty smile.
It's a shame the things you hide behind it.
Let um go give it up for a while...
Let um free and we will both go find it.

I know there's no where you can hide it.
I know the feeling of alone.
I know that you do not feel invited,
But come back, come back in from the cold.

Step away from the edge.
Your best friend in life is not your mirror.
Back away come back away come back away...
I am here and I will be forever and ever and i...

I know that there's no where you can hide it.
I know the feeling of alone.
Trust me and don't keep that on the inside.
Soon you...you'll be locked out on your own.

You're not alone...

You're not alone...

And don't say you've never been told.
I'll be with you till we grow old...
Till am old grown and i'm cold..

I'm not further beyond the grown..
I'll be with you till we grow up young..
Like a dog you can always come home..
Pick up a bone..
Look around town baby down town
Don't throw me to the pound..
Look around look around...

...
i know - Jude

when someone you love dies, are they gone forever ?
what would you ask someone who's crossed over to the other side ?
would u believe it if someone who's passed on tried to contact u ?
what would u do today if there were no tomorrow


decision on you

full moon..

..
cepet sembu ya cayang
*luv u*

dear rain.
ini pagi .. bukan sama sekali pagi yang menyenangkan .
hanya satu yg perlu di pertahankan .. kepercayaan ..
di satu sisi .curiga yang berlebihan ..
apa salahnya sih .. kalo gue nolong temen cewek .. kasih tahu bagaimana caranya dia bisa membuat sesuatu yg lebih baik ..
apa itu salah dan kemudian cewek itu leave message ke gue .. ?

rain..
emang susah untuk dapat dipercaya kembali .. sekali fail and u will be fail at all
no matter how hard u have persuade her .. but already torn her before
i knew it was my fault . and i have try and do all my best to fixed it up ..
and it's so hard to get it back like was before ..

rain..
am i not deserve to get her trusty fr her again ?
cos i have broke her so much ..

rain..
tell me if that wrong ...




these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

my immortal
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along

feat. Evaessence - My imortal

Something
Is about to give
I can feel it coming
I think I know what it is

I'm not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to live
And when I'm flat on my back
I hope to feel like I did

And hardness
It sets in
You need some protection
The thinner the skin

I want you to know
That you don't need me anymore
I want you to know
You don't need anyone
Or anything at all

Who's to say where the wind will take you
Who's to say what it is will break you
I don't know
Which way the wind will blow

Who's to know when the time has come around
Don't want to see you cry
I know that this is not goodbye

It's somewhere I can taste the salty sea
There's a kite blowing out of control on the breeze
I wonder what's gonna happen to you
You wonder what has happened to me

I'm a man
I'm not a child
A man who sees
The shadow behind your eyes

Who's to say where the wind will take you
Who's to say what it is will break you
I don't know
Where the wind will blow

Who's to know when the time has come around
I don't want to see you cry
I know that this is not goodbye

Did I waste it
Not so much I couldn't taste it
Life should be fragrant
Rooftop to the basement

The last of the rocks stars
When hip-hop drove the big cars
In the time when new media
Was the big idea
What was the big idea