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kau tahu
bahwa aku tetap mencintaimu ...
anakku
Jan 15, 2007
pernah
Pernah kutawarkan isi hatiku
Tuk redakan setiap luka hatimu
Pernah kuungkap tuk milikimu
Kau membisu apakah itu jawabmu
Pernah kukira ini tentang cinta
Oh ternyata hanya sahabat setia
Pernah kau minta bunuh cintaku
Kau membisu takkan pernah jawabku
Semua yang kurasakan tak mungkin dapat kuhapuskan
Walau kau bersamanya menjalin kisah cinta nyata
Dan terluka…
Setiap tetes airmata
Selalu kau menangis di pelukku
Namun setiap saat kau bahagia
Selalu kau memilih bersamanya
Pernah terpikir tuk tinggalkanmu
...
Club 80 - Cinta Dan Luka
..
buat kamu ...
Tuk redakan setiap luka hatimu
Pernah kuungkap tuk milikimu
Kau membisu apakah itu jawabmu
Pernah kukira ini tentang cinta
Oh ternyata hanya sahabat setia
Pernah kau minta bunuh cintaku
Kau membisu takkan pernah jawabku
Semua yang kurasakan tak mungkin dapat kuhapuskan
Walau kau bersamanya menjalin kisah cinta nyata
Dan terluka…
Setiap tetes airmata
Selalu kau menangis di pelukku
Namun setiap saat kau bahagia
Selalu kau memilih bersamanya
Pernah terpikir tuk tinggalkanmu
...
Club 80 - Cinta Dan Luka
..
buat kamu ...
Jan 12, 2007
u should rest
gue gak ngerti knapa dokter gue memberikan gue obat penenang dosis tinggi
..
dan that drugs not working to me
- sighs -
..
dan that drugs not working to me
- sighs -
Picture of you
I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures are
All I can feel
Remembering
You standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
And we kissed as the sky fell in
Holding you close
How I always held close in your fear
Remembering
You running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter and wider than snow
And screamed at the make-believe
Screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage
To let it all go
Remembering
You fallen into my arms
Crying for the death of your heart
You were stone white
So delicate
Lost in the cold
You were always so lost in the dark
Remembering
You how you used to be
Slow drowned
You were angels
So much more than everything
Hold for the last time then slip away quietly
Open my eyes
But I never see anything
If only I'd thought of the right words
I could have held on to your heart
If only I'd thought of the right words
I wouldn't be breaking apart
All my pictures of you
Looking so long at these pictures of you
But I never hold on to your heart
Looking so long for the words to be true
But always just breaking apart
My pictures of you
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to feel you deep in my heart
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to never feel the breaking apart
All my pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures are
All I can feel
Remembering
You standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
And we kissed as the sky fell in
Holding you close
How I always held close in your fear
Remembering
You running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter and wider than snow
And screamed at the make-believe
Screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage
To let it all go
Remembering
You fallen into my arms
Crying for the death of your heart
You were stone white
So delicate
Lost in the cold
You were always so lost in the dark
Remembering
You how you used to be
Slow drowned
You were angels
So much more than everything
Hold for the last time then slip away quietly
Open my eyes
But I never see anything
If only I'd thought of the right words
I could have held on to your heart
If only I'd thought of the right words
I wouldn't be breaking apart
All my pictures of you
Looking so long at these pictures of you
But I never hold on to your heart
Looking so long for the words to be true
But always just breaking apart
My pictures of you
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to feel you deep in my heart
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to never feel the breaking apart
All my pictures of you
Jan 5, 2007
nothing as it seems
nothing as it seems
selama 3 minggu ini gue kalo dah di itung sudah bed rest slama 6 hari. dan ternyata pisik gue down bukan krn emang gue down tapi karena pikiran.
sejak dari kabar terakhir yg gue tahu .. semuanya akhirnya menghancurkan apa yang ada di angan angan .. dan gue skarang hanya menjadi daydreamer.
menganggap seolah olah everything is fine ...
dari mulai natal yang gua sendirian .. sakit demam tinggi hingga akhirnya pada new year eve pun gue juga sendiri .. bobo dirumah .. gak ada sapa sapa dan tidak sama sapa sapa.
semua pengalihan tidak ada yg pengaruh .. blank .. gelap semuanya .. sepi ..
hari kemarin .. hari ini dan esok masih saja sama .. tidak ada yg berubah .. all same ..
- sighs -
sepertinya sudah hilang semua ..
jikapun aku mau utk memulai sesuatu yg baru .. tapi tidaklah bisa .. gak pernah bisa .
selama 3 minggu ini gue kalo dah di itung sudah bed rest slama 6 hari. dan ternyata pisik gue down bukan krn emang gue down tapi karena pikiran.
sejak dari kabar terakhir yg gue tahu .. semuanya akhirnya menghancurkan apa yang ada di angan angan .. dan gue skarang hanya menjadi daydreamer.
menganggap seolah olah everything is fine ...
dari mulai natal yang gua sendirian .. sakit demam tinggi hingga akhirnya pada new year eve pun gue juga sendiri .. bobo dirumah .. gak ada sapa sapa dan tidak sama sapa sapa.
semua pengalihan tidak ada yg pengaruh .. blank .. gelap semuanya .. sepi ..
hari kemarin .. hari ini dan esok masih saja sama .. tidak ada yg berubah .. all same ..
- sighs -
sepertinya sudah hilang semua ..
jikapun aku mau utk memulai sesuatu yg baru .. tapi tidaklah bisa .. gak pernah bisa .
Jan 4, 2007
im the moonshield
Tried of dull ages,
I walk the same ground,
collecting the tragedies still
Hollow ambitions in a hollow mind
carried my cross to the hill
And how I lust for the dance and the fire
deep of the nectarine sunset to drink
spill me the wind and its fire
to steal of the colours
Shattered hope became my guide
and grief and pain my friends
a brother pact in blood-ink penned
declared my silent end
Naked and dying under worlds of silent stone
reaching for the moonshield that once upon us shone
im the moonshield
I walk the same ground,
collecting the tragedies still
Hollow ambitions in a hollow mind
carried my cross to the hill
And how I lust for the dance and the fire
deep of the nectarine sunset to drink
spill me the wind and its fire
to steal of the colours
Shattered hope became my guide
and grief and pain my friends
a brother pact in blood-ink penned
declared my silent end
Naked and dying under worlds of silent stone
reaching for the moonshield that once upon us shone
im the moonshield
Tree of Pain
My pain is as deep as my roots
The yearning, the Hurting
What am I to do?
Indeed I plant seeds for the path I wald
And my voice helps them grow like water
When I talk but I'm hurting y'all
You didn't die in vain, your thought
With me remains and your soul gives me
Strength to face another day
Without you
In this tree of pain
Till the day I see you again...
..
taken fr
Soulfly - Tree of Pain
The yearning, the Hurting
What am I to do?
Indeed I plant seeds for the path I wald
And my voice helps them grow like water
When I talk but I'm hurting y'all
You didn't die in vain, your thought
With me remains and your soul gives me
Strength to face another day
Without you
In this tree of pain
Till the day I see you again...
..
taken fr
Soulfly - Tree of Pain
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