Angeline Edelweiss Maharani

with mom



with dad



Angeline Edelweiss Maharani

...

andai ...

kau tak disana

pada kesendirianku diatas tahtaku menatap fana terhampar pada ujung kakiku bertekuk dunia lidah bicara berserah pasrah pada kuasa tlah kupersiapkan padamu peraduan manikam mutiara tempat kita tuk saling mencinta dan pada saatnya nanti singkap tirai selimuti raga tapi kau tak disana .. tak juga nyawamu

balance, patience and wise ..

saat dihadapkan dengan beberapa pilihan yang hakekatnya menjadi options prioritas dalam hidup, kita sering di hadapkan dilema. siapakah atau apakah yang menjadi prioritas utama kita dalam sehari harinya. apakah relationship antara kita dan pasangan, teman atau pekerjaan. pilihan ini bisa menjadi sangat kompleks jika diantara entiti yang ada mulai melupakan kata " kesabaran," entity yang ada merupakan suatu siklus yg saling berkaitan satu dan lainnya. dan saling bergantung. keseimbangan dan kesabaran dalam menghadapi situasi ini sangat di perlukan agar semuanya dapat menjadi sinergi dalam keberadaannya. prinsip keseimbangan dan kesabaran kadang tidak juga cukup, dikarenakan masih ada faktor eksternal yang akan sangat berperan besar serta mempengaruhi sikap kita dalam menghadapinya, hendaklah bijaksana dalam menghadapi semua faktor eksternal tersebut. dalam beberapa hal faktor eksternal bisa membantu kita dalam menghadapi problem problem yg timbul dan tidak jarang juga mereka bisa memberikan suggesti sebagai empati sehingga itu semua akan mempengaruhi keputusan yang kita buat. bisa menjadi lebih baik atau bisa juga menjadi lebih buruk. balance, patience and wise ..

SNMP Trap def

Traps are generated when a condition has been met on the SNMP agent. These conditions are defined in the Management Information Base (MIB) provided by the vendor. The administrator then defines thresholds, or limits to the conditions, that are to generate a trap. Conditions range from preset thresholds to a restart. After the condition has been met the SNMP agent then forms an SNMP packet that specifies the following:
SNMP Version: v1 or v2

Community: Community name of the SNMP agent (defined on the agent)

PDU TYPE: SNMPvX Trap (4)

Enterprise: Corporation or organization that originated the trap, such as .1.3.6.1.4.1.x

Agent Address: IP address of the SNMP agent

Generic Trap Type: Cold Start, Link Up, Enterprise, etc.

Specific Trap Type: When Generic is set to Enterprise a specific trap ID s identified

Timestamp: The value of object sysUpTime when the event occurred

Object x Value x: OID of the trap and the current value
The above packet is sent to the SNMP trap host, or manager, through UDP port 162.

Packet Format:



Table 2-8. Generic Traps

Generic Trap Name and Number
Definition
coldStart (0)
Indicates that the agent has rebooted. All management variables will be reset; specifically, Counters and Gauges will be reset to zero (0). One nice thing about the coldStart trap is that it can be used to determine when new hardware is added to the network. When a device is powered on, it sends this trap to its trap destination. If the trap destination is set correctly (i.e., to the IP address of your NMS) the NMS can receive the trap and determine whether it needs to manage the device.
warmStart (1)
Indicates that the agent has reinitialized itself. None of the management variables will be reset.
linkDown (2)
Sent when an interface on a device goes down. The first variable binding identifies which interface went down.
linkUp (3)
Sent when an interface on a device comes back up. The first variable binding identifies which interface came back up.
authenticationFailure (4)
Indicates that someone has tried to query your agent with an incorrect community string; useful in determining if someone is trying to gain unauthorized access to one of your devices.
egpNeighborLoss (5)
Indicates that an Exterior Gateway Protocol (EGP) neighbor has gone down.
enterpriseSpecific (6)
Indicates that the trap is enterprise-specific. SNMP vendors and users define their own traps under the private-enterprise branch of the SMI object tree. To process this trap properly, the NMS has to decode the specific trap number that is part of the SNMP message.

awal dan akhir

tahun ini ..
aku mengawali nya dengan sesuatu yang baik .. kerja baru, pindah ke luar negeri, bertemu dengan seseorang yang mencintai aku dengan apa adanya .. semua diawali dengan indah .. tak ada yang bisa kurasakan kecuali semua yang indah ..

seiring dengan perjalanan 2011, semua berlalu begitu cepat .. hingga akhirnya suatu hal yang harus membuatku terjatuh lagi.. diawali dengan perginya dia, orang yang selama ini kucinta .. begitu saja tanpa pesan pesan, dan kemudian pun aku harus memutuskan utk meninggalkan apa yang sudah aku dapatkan disini .. hanya demi dia .. walaupun aku tahu kemungkinan untuk mendapatkan dia itu amatlah kecil .. tapi aku akan tetap berusaha utk mendapatkan dia kembali .. kali ini, kukorbankan karir aku demi seorang wanita, wanita yang ternyata adalah sejatiku .. yang selama ini aku mencari ..

dan aku sadari, tempatku bukan disini .. seharusnya aku tidak pergi tapi tetap di jakarta .. bersama dia ..

tahun ini .. aku akhiri dengan semua kehilangan ..
termasuk kehilangan jiwa aku ..

sudah hampir sebulan ..
aku masih menginginkannya

Fade to black - Metallica

Life, it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters, no one else

I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Can't stand this hell I feel

Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye,

*Goodbye*

in the end

In spite of the way you were left me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me I'm surprised it got so

Delicate by Damien Rice

We might kiss when we are alone
When nobody's watching
We might take it home
We might make out when nobody's there
It's not that we're scared
It's just that it's delicate

So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've known
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?

We might live like never before
When there's nothing to give
Well how can we ask for more
We might make love in some sacred place
The look on your face is delicate

So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've known
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?

So why do you fill my sorrow
With the words you've borrowed
From the only place you've known
And why do you sing Hallelujah
If it means nothing to you
Why do you sing with me at all?

....

why u let me fall in when u know it will not working in the end ?
why we have to keep all in secret ..

what u tought about u

when u asking other people to give their attention to you, have you ever think to give your attention to them ?