I am a question to the world
Not an answer to be heard
Or a moment
That's held in your arms

And what do you think you'd ever say?
I won't listen anyway
You don't know me
And I'll never be what you want me to be

And what
Do you think you'd understand?
I'm a boy, no, I'm a man
You can't take me
And throw me away

And how can you learn what's never shown?
Yeah, you stand here on your own
They don't know me
'Cause I'm not here

And I want a moment to be real
Want to touch things I don't feel
Want to hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change?
They're the ones that stay the same
They don't know me
'Cause I'm not here

And you see the things they never see
All you wanted-I could be
Now you know me
And I'm not afraid

And I want to tell you who I am
Can you help me be a man?
They can't break me
As long as I know who I am

And how can the world want me to change
They're the ones that stay the same
They can't see me
But I'm still here

They can't tell me who to be
'Cause I'm not what they see
Yeah, the world is still sleepin' while I keep on dreaming for me
And their words are just whispers and lies that I'll never believe

And how can they say I'll never change?
They're the ones that stay the same
I'm the one now
'Cause I'm still here
I'm the one
'Cause I'm still here
I'm still here

......
i am here
......

Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me

Oh, did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper

How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if your're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

Faye Wong - Eyes on Me ..

just like the story of Squall and Rinoa ... that was damn romantic story ever .. even the Zidane and Garneth story is sweet too.
but this song kept a lot of memories ..
actually i have dedicated this song to someone .. the one that have created the story with me ..
but i think i dunno, when ever i felt blue .. i like to hear this song over n over ..
just like this nite ..

miss u

duduk memahat fajar hingga petang

kau kirimkan surat-surat merah jambu tanpa nama....
ku selipkan di antara bintang-bintang setelah selesai membacanya

(masih mencari namamu di guguran kerisik daun-daun, entah sampai kapan)

...
capek capek capek ...
....

aku ingin pergi,
sebab muak melihat punggung-punggung menjauh sepi
lalu aku sendiri menggiris kesendirian
ladang, bunga, pohon, dedaunan, mega-mega
metamorfosis raya dalam pacu ingatan

aku ingin pergi,
terbang bersama angin lantas pecah
menjadi partikel memori penghantu mimpi
sedu, sedan, o! biar seru deru menggebu
airmata mengamuk di lilitan topan gelisah

aku ingin.. kali ini yang mengucapkan selamat tinggal

....
selamat tinggal .....

bunga larang tumbuh di dada pecinta
rumput alang-alang simbar dada
semak belukar ular berbisa

kaki terangkat tak jua menapak
huruf-huruf sungsang dalam rahim kata
erangan-erangan, otot menonjok-nonjok
memaksa sebilah membilah hingga berdarah-darah

kata-kata terlahir bersimbah merah
senyum kemenangan; mengaduh kesakitan

kata-kata memang telah terlahir, dan luka meluntakan
wajah pucat, tangan gemetar menimang
kemudian kata-kata mati dalam timangan nyeri

kata-kata menjadi sajak belasungkawa
terpahat di dinding pecinta
bunga larang tercabut pecinta menyudut
mati hatinya

.......
do i have to melt that iceberg ?

the thing that i do now are ...
i never expect to got a new one
i never expect to find someone ..
i never expect to be falling in love again ...
i never expect to .....

the truth is
someone come and speak that damn sweet words again !!!!
duh ....

why u always come when im not expecting u !
and gone when u have stay in deep ...

biar ku sematkan mawar itu dibibirmu
lalu kau tiuplah sesukamu
biar menyebar wanginya
janganlah kau takut
sebab tak akan pernah habis wangi dari mawar itu
sebarkan...sebarkan...
biar semua ikut merasakan
wangi

..................
Love all Serve All

I miss all of you
i'll be there soon

Current Mp3
Avril Lavigne - I'm With U

satu saat nanti
ku kan pergi
tinggalkan kamu

dan kau telah tahu
kenapa aku harus pergi

dan aku tak tahu
haruskah aku lupakan mu
atau menyimpannya dalam lemari kaca

ps.
Kamu adalah hadiah Ulang tahunku yg terindah yg pernah aku terima

Apa benar Adam manusia pertama?
Apa benar bumi itu bulat?
Apa benar cinta itu indah?
Apa benar kau tahu siapa dirimu?

Entah!

... dikna ....