Im Sick - Im Alone - Im Broke . and damned it's my bday ..

umumnya .. orang akan get excite .. when the day it come near especially on the birthday .. call all friends .. make some party .. or maybe going out with someone special .. spent whole day ..
and lot of them praise for better year .. better luck ... better day ..

but not on meh ... that feeling been gone ... just like what i deal tonite ..
im sick .. im alone .. and im broke and shit .. this is my bday ..

im expecting waiting a call to ask me to celebrate .. but none .. even not from my ex wife .. or my son ...

ironic is it ..

gue berharap di email gue bakal terima ucapan .. but none .. ...
where is all my lover .. are they forgot or didn't know at all .. too busy ..

.. i can't sleep ... been 2 malem .. ga bisa tidur .. gue cuma berpikir ... knapa semua dateng berbarengan .. all the troubles ...

- a sign - who knows ?

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I've been sittin' here
Tryin' to find myself
I get behind myself
I need to rewind myself

Lookin' for the payback
Listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me

And now I feel like number one
Yet I'm last in life
I watch my younger son
And it helps to pass the time

I take too many pills to help to ease the pain
I made a couple of dollar bills still I feel the same

Everybody knows my name
They say it way out loud
A lot of folks fuck me
It's hard to hang out in crowds

I guess that's the price you pay
To be some big shot like I am
Out strecthed hands and one night stands
Still I can't find love

...
kid Rock - OnLy God Knows Why

RamBo - Rama Botak

culun :D
ini gara gara mo masuk skola besok nya :D

a star on somebody else's sky

I know someday you’ll have a beautiful life,
I know you’ll be a star
In somebody else’s sky

Dear God

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find


Avenged Sevenfold - Dear God

Your Love is A Lie

Simple Plan - Your Love Is A Lie lyrics


I fall asleep by the telephone
It’s two o’clock and I’m waiting up alone
Tell me, where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss but it just don’t feel the same
Cause I can feel that you’re gone

I can’t bite my tongue forever, while you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories, but don’t take me for a fool

You can tell me that there’s nobody else (but I feel it)
You can tell me that you’re home by yourself (but I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
It’s nothing but a lie

You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah, you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that I trust you
And do you think about me when he f**ks you?
Could you be more obscene?

So don’t try to say you’re sorry, or try to make it right
And don’t waste your breath because it’s too late, it’s too late

You can tell me that there’s nobody else
You can tell me that you’re home by yourself
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
It’s nothing but a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
You’re nothing but a lie

- Simple Plan -

in my memory

and darkness falls in my eyes
and days are far from rosy now
and if i asked for the sky
would you still shelter me
when the sky falls

lonely

i drew your name
out of the shore
take off our memories
naked
under the fullmoon

silently deeply

a poem for bizantyum

Unforbidden shadows of you formed yesterday
I ran away to a room here on the bay
Interrupted life again, another new beginning
Where the silence echoes you're no longer with me

Here and now, i feel that i'm embracing freedom
Even though i may be alone, but that's ok

Through the darkness i would walk in the streets
Confessions never seemed to provide me with a release
Held me down and tried to cure me tried to give me reason
But nothing could separate this burdened mind from me

Here and now, i feel that i'm embracing freedom
Even though i may be alone, but that's ok
And looking out to a different sky will disengage me
Absence is never the answer, i know, but it serves as my shade

I do not seek and do not intend to find
A calmer ocean or a sun that will never rise
My world will never change and time will bring you to my thoughts
And i'll move on and then forget you all over again
Moving on, i can forgive you all over again

Here and now, i feel that i'm embracing freedom
Even though i may be alone, but that's ok
And looking out onto a different sky it seems so easy
Absence is never the answer, i know, but it serves as my shade

an excuses

how to give an excuses to 2 years old boy ..
to make him understand

and he is my own son ...

kebayang mukanya dia yg kecewa ...

Matematika Abad 22

1. (dari temen matematika UI)

Persamaan 1
Manusia = makan + tidur + kerja + hura-hura
Keledai = makan + tidur
Maka,
Manusia = Keledai + kerja + hura-hura
Maka,
Manusia - hura-hura = Keledai + kerja
Maka,
Manusia yang tidak tau hura-hura = Keledai yang bekerja / Kerja seperti
Keledai

2.
Persamaan 2

Pria = makan + tidur + cari duit
Keledai = makan + tidur
Maka,
Pria = Keledai + cari duit
Maka,
Pria - cari duit = Keledai
Maka,
Pria yang tidak tau cari duit = Keledai

3.
Wanita = makan + tidur + belanja & habisin duit
Keledai = makan + tidur
Maka,
Wanita = Keledai + belanja & habisin duit
Maka,
Wanita - belanja & habisin duit = Keledai
Maka,
Wanita yang tidak tau belanja & habisin duit = Keledai



KESIMPULAN:

Dari Persamaan 2 dan Persamaan 3 :
Pria yang tidak tau cari duit = Wanita yang tidak tau belanja & habisin duit.

Kata lain :
Pria cari duit AGAR wanita tidak menjadi Keledai !
(Postulat 1)
Dan, Wanita belanja & habisin duit AGAR pria tidak menjadi Keledai !

(Postulat 2)

Jadi, kita sampai pada ....
Pria + Wanita = Keledai + cari duit + Keledai + belanja & habisin duit
Maka ... dari Postulat 1 dan 2, kita dapat simpulkan :
Pria + Wanita = 2 Keledai yang hidup berbahagia selama-lamanya. ..!!!!