I, look at the moon I see my crime,
Thinking of you I lose my mind.
It's something that I'm quite sure it's fine,
Read my mind

Time, I thought only time can kill the pain,
Wash away all my sin remained,
God knows how hard I've tried in vain Let it rain

If only someone can find that paradise,
Where you and I can live and never die,
If only love can find a place in our mind,
Then you and I will never part,

I only know that someday you'll read my mind,
Then you'll know that I love you
The dawn is breaking and I can't see the light
But I will not be frightened.

I'll fight till the end Becaused of you...
You've got to believe me, that it's thue,
Then you'll know that I love you

..
Leslie Cheung - ost MoonLight Express

I still hear your voice, Softly calling my name,
But I know my answer's in vain,
Cause I couldn't be with you,
When you needed help and rescue,

From the darkness that took you away,
Will there be absolution,
At the story's conclusion
Or will there be just endless pain

I still hear your voices, Softly calling my name,
Though destiny torn us apart
You still burn light a flame in my heart

..
ps i love u ..

And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed

And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you
Feel like that


And I
give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to

Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

..
december is near ..
feel alone again
u supposed to be here
with me ..
.sighs.

Aku gak mau menjadi setan yang menakutimu
Aku gak mau menjadi iblis yang menyesatkanmu


Yang aku mau kau mencoba .. tuk mengenal aku
Yang aku mau kau belajar .. tuk mencintai aku
Tulus .. dan apa adanya ..

Aku gak mau seperti api .. membakar hatimu
Aku gak mau seperti duri .. yang melukaimu


Yang aku tahu ku mencoba .. terbuka
Yang aku tau ku sengaja .. tuk slalu bicara
Jujur .. dan apa adanya ..


..
yang aku mau ..

Bintang...
Malam Ini Kulihat Dia Tertawa...
Bintang...
Kuingin Dia Berbagi Cerita...
Segala Sepi Yang Terasa Kucari Telah Tiada...

Bintang...
Dulu Semua Hanya Mimpi...
Bintang...
Kutak Lagi Sendiri...
Jangan Biarkan Indah Ini Bersedih...

Tuk Yang Terakhir Kali...

Bintang...
Dulu Semua Hanya Mimpi
Bintang...
Kuingin Ia Berbagi Cerita...
Jangan Biarkan Indah Ini Bersedih...

Tuk Yang Terakhir Kali.

Suatu Hari Nanti Kuyakin Sepi Kan Kembali...
Kembali Menyapaku Di Sini

Kutahu Tak Ada Yang Abadi...
Mungkin Semua Kan Datang Dan Pergi...
Namun Tetap Kuharap Ada Satu
Kutahu Tak Ada Yang Abadi...
Mungkin Semua Kan Datang Dan Pergi...
Namun Tetap Kuharap Ada Satu


..
Bahagiaku

sungguh aku ingin ia ada
dalam embun saat pagi
di dalam sana,
di tempat yang masih belum aku percaya
aku percaya ia ada
dan sedang berjalan kesana
pagi begitu jauh

sungguh aku ingin ia ada suatu ketika
tidak hanya di dalam sana
tapi dimana mana

...
Death is not the end
Death is Begining of the new life
...

In your eyes so much is located,
which says to me, you feel exactly the same as I.
You are the girl, who belongs to me,
I live only for you.

Since we know each other, my life is all around beautiful,
and it is beautifully only by you.
Which likes also gescheh'n, I remain with you,
I never leave you in the pass.

You are everything that I have in the world,
You are everything that I am.
You, you alone can do me verstehn,
You, you may do never more of me gehn.


.Original translated from Peter Maffay - Du bist alles .

Satu yang pasti,
aku belum kehabisan energi untuk merinduimu
dan aku belum bisa melupakanmu
bayangmu tetap lembut hadir di hatiku
sorot mata kanakmu
bibirmu yang menyimpul senyum
tawa manjamu ...

.ps
thx for nite call

maybe this is it
the time

i have to say goodbye to all of u

just wish me to can comeback again ...

Why can't we not be sober?
Just want to start this over.
Why can't we drink forever?
I just want to start things over.


..
man have limit
..

You don't need no friends
get back your faith again
you have the power to believe
another dissident
take back your evidence
it has no power to deceive

I'll believe it when I see it, for myself

..
I don't need no one to tell me about heaven
I don't need no proof when it comes to God and truth
I can see the sunset
..

Relation between woman and man

Woman and man, they have equal right, because both of them are from the same source, Gusti. In the Dentawiyanjana twenty letters, you can read da, ta, sa, wa, la that's mean both parties (the woman and the man) have agreed to build a relation, the love is the wish of both parties. It is impossible merely from one party. It is clear that love relation is decided by a man and a woman not by their parents!


..
i took this quote from my ancestor ..

seeking for my second birth

I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you.
Trust in me and fall as well.

...
Mother Mary wont u Whisper
something but what's past n done ..

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