Dec 19, 2008

Summer Fashion Catalog Model Needed

utk kebutuhan klient kami yaitu summer fashion katalog. take shoot akan di laksanakan di thailand.


kondisi :

1. minimun tinggi : 168
2. badan proposional
3. umur diatas 16 tahun

ketentuan lain :

1. composite new portofolio ( dilakukan oleh management )
2. mempunyai passport
3. legal kontrak dengan management
4. audisi pertama di jkt

Benefit :
1. akomodasi di tanggung oleh management.
2. salary : US$ 2000 / kontrak

send your portofio to j_gatorz@yahoo.com

Sep 5, 2008

unforbidden shadows

bayang terlarang dirimu
tergambar dalam pada jejak langkah lalu
larikan diri kepada ruang tepian tak berujung
lagi satu kehidupan terhenti
satu permulaan berawal
saat tak ada lagi gema pada sepi ini
dirimu tak ada lagi bersamaku

- unforbidden shadows -
sept 2008

Sep 1, 2008

Trip to Untung Jawa

Pulau Untung Jawa
Sep 1, '08 2:26 AM
for everyone
Buat para angkoterz...

Semoga bermanfaat :

Bus Transjakarta ke KaliDeres : 3500
KaliDeres - Pintu Air : 4000, mikrolet Kalideres-Kotabumi, warna putih hijau
Pintu Air- Kampung Melayu : 4000, elf
Kampung Melayu - Tanjung Pasir : 4000, carry putih, elfnya nurunin di pasar, jadi untuk nyari angkot ini harus jalan ke lebih depan lagi, nyampe perempatan tempat angkotnya ngetem
Tanjung Pasir - Pulau : 7500, uang angkot dapat dibayar nanti setelah pulang asal kita pulang naek kapal yg sama dengan waktu perjanjian, saran saya, langsung bayar aja, jadi pulangnya gak perlu harus naek kapal itu lagi, bisa naek kapal yg laen..nyebrang dari sini cuma setengah jam..kalo dari Muara Angke mpe satu jam...

Sewa sepeda 5000/jam, itungannya, tapi aku pake kayaknya hampir 2jam, bayarnya tetep 5000...ini aku nyewa di warung depan toilet deket dermaga..

Makan berdua 30.000 dengan menu : nasi, lalap, sambal, ikan kakap merah bakar ukuran sedang, cumi asam manis (lumayan banyak buat berdua), es teh tawar
Es kelapa muda utuh : 6000

Kalo buat mobilerz, di Tanjung Pasir ada parkiran mobil kok...

Jul 30, 2008

Im Sick - Im Alone - Im Broke . and damned it's my bday ..

umumnya .. orang akan get excite .. when the day it come near especially on the birthday .. call all friends .. make some party .. or maybe going out with someone special .. spent whole day ..
and lot of them praise for better year .. better luck ... better day ..

but not on meh ... that feeling been gone ... just like what i deal tonite ..
im sick .. im alone .. and im broke and shit .. this is my bday ..

im expecting waiting a call to ask me to celebrate .. but none .. even not from my ex wife .. or my son ...

ironic is it ..

gue berharap di email gue bakal terima ucapan .. but none .. ...
where is all my lover .. are they forgot or didn't know at all .. too busy ..

.. i can't sleep ... been 2 malem .. ga bisa tidur .. gue cuma berpikir ... knapa semua dateng berbarengan .. all the troubles ...

- a sign - who knows ?

-
I've been sittin' here
Tryin' to find myself
I get behind myself
I need to rewind myself

Lookin' for the payback
Listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me

And now I feel like number one
Yet I'm last in life
I watch my younger son
And it helps to pass the time

I take too many pills to help to ease the pain
I made a couple of dollar bills still I feel the same

Everybody knows my name
They say it way out loud
A lot of folks fuck me
It's hard to hang out in crowds

I guess that's the price you pay
To be some big shot like I am
Out strecthed hands and one night stands
Still I can't find love

...
kid Rock - OnLy God Knows Why

Jul 15, 2008

Jul 14, 2008

a star on somebody else's sky


Ramabanu Aditya


I know someday you’ll have a beautiful life,
I know you’ll be a star
In somebody else’s sky

Jul 7, 2008

Dear God

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find


Avenged Sevenfold - Dear God

Your Love is A Lie



Simple Plan - Your Love Is A Lie lyrics


I fall asleep by the telephone
It’s two o’clock and I’m waiting up alone
Tell me, where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss but it just don’t feel the same
Cause I can feel that you’re gone

I can’t bite my tongue forever, while you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories, but don’t take me for a fool

You can tell me that there’s nobody else (but I feel it)
You can tell me that you’re home by yourself (but I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
It’s nothing but a lie

You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah, you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that I trust you
And do you think about me when he f**ks you?
Could you be more obscene?

So don’t try to say you’re sorry, or try to make it right
And don’t waste your breath because it’s too late, it’s too late

You can tell me that there’s nobody else
You can tell me that you’re home by yourself
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
It’s nothing but a lie (Lie! Lie! Lie!)
You’re nothing but a lie

- Simple Plan -

Jun 24, 2008

in my memory

and darkness falls in my eyes
and days are far from rosy now
and if i asked for the sky
would you still shelter me
when the sky falls

May 27, 2008

lonely

i drew your name
out of the shore
take off our memories
naked
under the fullmoon

silently deeply

May 18, 2008

a poem for bizantyum

Unforbidden shadows of you formed yesterday
I ran away to a room here on the bay
Interrupted life again, another new beginning
Where the silence echoes you're no longer with me

Here and now, i feel that i'm embracing freedom
Even though i may be alone, but that's ok

Through the darkness i would walk in the streets
Confessions never seemed to provide me with a release
Held me down and tried to cure me tried to give me reason
But nothing could separate this burdened mind from me

Here and now, i feel that i'm embracing freedom
Even though i may be alone, but that's ok
And looking out to a different sky will disengage me
Absence is never the answer, i know, but it serves as my shade

I do not seek and do not intend to find
A calmer ocean or a sun that will never rise
My world will never change and time will bring you to my thoughts
And i'll move on and then forget you all over again
Moving on, i can forgive you all over again

Here and now, i feel that i'm embracing freedom
Even though i may be alone, but that's ok
And looking out onto a different sky it seems so easy
Absence is never the answer, i know, but it serves as my shade

an excuses

how to give an excuses to 2 years old boy ..
to make him understand

and he is my own son ...

kebayang mukanya dia yg kecewa ...

May 16, 2008

Matematika Abad 22

1. (dari temen matematika UI)

Persamaan 1
Manusia = makan + tidur + kerja + hura-hura
Keledai = makan + tidur
Maka,
Manusia = Keledai + kerja + hura-hura
Maka,
Manusia - hura-hura = Keledai + kerja
Maka,
Manusia yang tidak tau hura-hura = Keledai yang bekerja / Kerja seperti
Keledai

2.
Persamaan 2

Pria = makan + tidur + cari duit
Keledai = makan + tidur
Maka,
Pria = Keledai + cari duit
Maka,
Pria - cari duit = Keledai
Maka,
Pria yang tidak tau cari duit = Keledai

3.
Wanita = makan + tidur + belanja & habisin duit
Keledai = makan + tidur
Maka,
Wanita = Keledai + belanja & habisin duit
Maka,
Wanita - belanja & habisin duit = Keledai
Maka,
Wanita yang tidak tau belanja & habisin duit = Keledai



KESIMPULAN:

Dari Persamaan 2 dan Persamaan 3 :
Pria yang tidak tau cari duit = Wanita yang tidak tau belanja & habisin duit.

Kata lain :
Pria cari duit AGAR wanita tidak menjadi Keledai !
(Postulat 1)
Dan, Wanita belanja & habisin duit AGAR pria tidak menjadi Keledai !

(Postulat 2)

Jadi, kita sampai pada ....
Pria + Wanita = Keledai + cari duit + Keledai + belanja & habisin duit
Maka ... dari Postulat 1 dan 2, kita dapat simpulkan :
Pria + Wanita = 2 Keledai yang hidup berbahagia selama-lamanya. ..!!!!

Apr 18, 2008

Pulang

di tepi kota ini
ku merasa sangat sepi
berdiri di atas karang
ku kenang wajahmu

berikan aku waktu
‘tuk berlabuh ke pelukmu
sadarkan semua niatmu
dan jangan tinggalkan aku
jangan tinggalkan..

*) aku ingin pulang
aku ingin pulang
berikan doamu
agar aku pulang

aku ingin pulang
aku ingin pulang
berikan sayapmu
agar aku pulang

aku ingin cepat pulang
aku ingin cepat pulang
berikan sedikit waktumu
untuk tetap menunggu
tetap menunggu..

....

Nidji - Pulang

Apr 8, 2008

Sendiri

Semua hilang seketika…
saat perasaan ku sedang kau genggam,
ku tahu itu hanya…
rasa takut yang tak pasti,
dari diri mu.

Tapi mengapa,
kau masih saja ada di samping ku,
tak menjauh…
Andai saja kau lepaskan aku..

Engkau tak pernah
biarkan ku sendiri…
ku ingin menjadi,
diri ku kembali….

Ku cuba tuk melupakan,
semua tentang diri mu…
tiap diri mu,
saat aku menutup mat,
bayang mu selalu ada…
di dalam benak ku…

Tapi masih saja,
kau tak pergi juga…
ada di hatiku,
tak menjauh….

Andai saja kau lepaskan aku…..

dan kau tak pernah,
biarkan ku sendiri…
ku ingin menjadi diri ku kembali………
kau tak pernah biarkan ku sendiri..
ku ingin menjadi diri ku kembali……….

hati yang terluka,
kini kan terus menjadi kenangan hidup ku….

Courtersy of

Garasi - Sendiri

Apr 7, 2008

Sea World

















































It's his bday ..

Bubble gun














































dari gelanggang Samudra mo pulang ada tukang jualan Bubble Gun. Rama lgs ngambil satu tanpa basa basi .. So .. it is because his bday .. so i give anything he want.
trus lgs dimaenin dah tuh. tapi knapa muka nya lempeng dot com gitu ye

Apr 3, 2008

kala ku bosan

kalau kau bosan nan melanda di dinding hati
saat itu kulepas dirimu...
maafkan aku bila selama ini kubagi cintamu dengan dia,
seseorang yang mampu meluluhkanku...



- courtesy of -
Evo - Terlalu Lelah

Apr 1, 2008

Menatap Cahaya

Photobucket

Introducting our new model
Ramabanu Tiesto Aditya


Nikon D60, 18-55VR

Mar 25, 2008

kamulah surgaku

tahukah kamu kuciumimu
di saat terlelap
tahukah kamu kudekap kamu
saat kamu bermimpi

tahukah kamu ya cuma kamu
pemilik hatiku
tahukah kamu hatiku ini
adalah hatimu

tahukah kamu di setiap tidurku
ku kagumi wajahmu
nanti kau kan tahu
nanti kau dengar bahwa aku begitu

kamu, kamu adalah surga yang ada
dalam hidupku dalam kenyataanku
kamu, aku adalah penghuni surga
ucapkan salam pada hidup dan mati

tahukah kamu saat kamu menangis
adalah air mata ku yang jatuh berlinang
tahukah kamu saat kamu tersakiti
adalah aku yang pertama terluka

tahukah kamu ya cuma aku
yang punya cinta untukmu
tahukah kamu ya cuma aku
yang rela mati untukmu

:: The Rock - Kamulah Surgaku ::

Feb 27, 2008

Jan 24, 2008

dua bola mata

dua bola mata
yang dulu pernah ku kenal
kembali menatap ku
meminta ku
tuk kembali

dan aku pun hanya bisa terpejam
dan berharap kedua mata itu tetap ada
menatapku
saat ku buka kembali kedua mata ku

Everything We Had

You were the only face I'd ever known
I was the light from the lamp on the floor
And only as bright as you wanted me to be
Well I am no gentleman
I can be a prick
And I do regret more than I admit
You have been followed
Back to same place
I sat with you drink for drink
Take the pain out of loving and love won't exist

It was the only place I'd ever known
Turned off the light on my way out the door
I will be watching wherever you go
Through the eyes of a fly on the wall
You have been followed
Back to same place
I sat with you drink for drink
Take the pain out of loving and love won't exist


Well you saw for yourself
The way it played out
For you I am blinded
For you I am blinded
For you

I am no gentleman
I can be a prick
And I do regret more than I admit
You have been followed
Back to same place
I sat with you drink for drink
Take the pain out of loving and love won't exist