Gue tuh ga pernah ngerti maunya elo tuh apa
ntar kalo di diemin elo bilang gua ga care
kalo di cerewetin elo bilang gua bawel
capek
apa mending gua ga kenal elo aja
Mar 31, 2004
Mar 23, 2004
Aku gak tahu apa yg terjadi saat itu . hanya saja aku merasakan suatu hal yg berbeda saat itu.
sedangkan dia yang disana tidak begitu memikirkanku lagi . ntah aku harus bagaimana
mungkin kejenuhan sudah di ambang batasnya .
sedangkan aku belum memulai apa apa . dan dia sudah meminta untuk menghentikannya
tak ada kata istirahat yang ada lanjutkan atau hentikan
sedangkan dia yang disana tidak begitu memikirkanku lagi . ntah aku harus bagaimana
mungkin kejenuhan sudah di ambang batasnya .
sedangkan aku belum memulai apa apa . dan dia sudah meminta untuk menghentikannya
tak ada kata istirahat yang ada lanjutkan atau hentikan
Mar 18, 2004
banyak yg terjadi dalam satu minggu ini. banyak yang ajaib . sesuatu yg kadang kita gak pernah bayangkan yang kemudian tiba tiba timbul dan muncul di depan kita. Sesaat aku hanya bermain secara logika untuk mengetahui apa sebenernya yang muncul di hadapanku .
Apakah itu suatu permintaan atau hanya sebuah pengharapan yang harus aku berikan. sementara aku pun lama mengetahuinya . Sesaat aku takut untuk terus melangkah kedepan . karena teringat dengan janji janji yang pernah terucap.
aku tak tahu. apa yang harus kulakukan . di satu sisi aku harus menghindari sedangkan di satu sisi aku menginginkanya
aku tak tahu ..
Apakah itu suatu permintaan atau hanya sebuah pengharapan yang harus aku berikan. sementara aku pun lama mengetahuinya . Sesaat aku takut untuk terus melangkah kedepan . karena teringat dengan janji janji yang pernah terucap.
aku tak tahu. apa yang harus kulakukan . di satu sisi aku harus menghindari sedangkan di satu sisi aku menginginkanya
aku tak tahu ..
Mar 15, 2004
apa kamu akan berselancar
dengan ombak di negeri yang tak begitu jelek
dan kemudian kamu mendengar tentang ombak lain
di negara yang jauh
dengan nama yang bahkan kau tak bisa menyebutkanya
lalu apa ?
seberapa besar keinginanmu untuk pergi ?
seberapa besar pengorbanan yang kau perbuat ?
seberapa baik kau nanti ?
is all about ambition ...
dengan ombak di negeri yang tak begitu jelek
dan kemudian kamu mendengar tentang ombak lain
di negara yang jauh
dengan nama yang bahkan kau tak bisa menyebutkanya
lalu apa ?
seberapa besar keinginanmu untuk pergi ?
seberapa besar pengorbanan yang kau perbuat ?
seberapa baik kau nanti ?
is all about ambition ...
Mar 13, 2004
being cheat ..
ya gua tahu gua bukan orang suci . dan gua juga suka cheat . but why i do cheat . and for reason . itu yg harus di perhatikan juga .
jika tidak ada dorongan untuk mendapatkan sesuatu pasti gak akanlah akan terjadi hal spt itu . tapi ternyata bagaimana jika apa yang dimaksud pun merupakan suatu kebohongan .
gak masuk di akal . seseorang yg menuduh aku seorang pembohong ternyata dirinya sendiri adalah pembohong juga. even the worst .
aku cuma kalah dari kamu dan ternyata kamu adalah pembohong besar dan harusnya aku harus belajar lebih banyak dari kamu .
Dear Lie ....
don't u fuck with me again
pls ..
ya gua tahu gua bukan orang suci . dan gua juga suka cheat . but why i do cheat . and for reason . itu yg harus di perhatikan juga .
jika tidak ada dorongan untuk mendapatkan sesuatu pasti gak akanlah akan terjadi hal spt itu . tapi ternyata bagaimana jika apa yang dimaksud pun merupakan suatu kebohongan .
gak masuk di akal . seseorang yg menuduh aku seorang pembohong ternyata dirinya sendiri adalah pembohong juga. even the worst .
aku cuma kalah dari kamu dan ternyata kamu adalah pembohong besar dan harusnya aku harus belajar lebih banyak dari kamu .
Dear Lie ....
don't u fuck with me again
pls ..
Mar 12, 2004
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that nieve
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
It's not easy to be me.
...
even a superman hard to find the one that he love
I'm not that nieve
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
It's not easy to be me.
...
even a superman hard to find the one that he love
Mar 11, 2004
Mar 10, 2004
Mar 8, 2004
Portrait of an INTP - Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving
(Introverted Thinking with Extraverted Intuition)
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The Thinker
As an INTP, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you deal with things rationally and logically. Your secondary mode is external, where you take things in primarily via your intuition.
INTPs live in the world of theoretical possibilities. They see everything in terms of how it could be improved, or what it could be turned into. They live primarily inside their own minds, having the ability to analyze difficult problems, identify patterns, and come up with logical explanations. They seek clarity in everything, and are therefore driven to build knowledge. They are the "absent-minded professors", who highly value intelligence and the ability to apply logic to theories to find solutions. They typically are so strongly driven to turn problems into logical explanations, that they live much of their lives within their own heads, and may not place as much importance or value on the external world. Their natural drive to turn theories into concrete understanding may turn into a feeling of personal responsibility to solve theoretical problems, and help society move towards a higher understanding.
INTPs value knowledge above all else. Their minds are constantly working to generate new theories, or to prove or disprove existing theories. They approach problems and theories with enthusiasm and skepticism, ignoring existing rules and opinions and defining their own approach to the resolution. They seek patterns and logical explanations for anything that interests them. They're usually extremely bright, and able to be objectively critical in their analysis. They love new ideas, and become very excited over abstractions and theories. They love to discuss these concepts with others. They may seem "dreamy" and distant to others, because they spend a lot of time inside their minds musing over theories. They hate to work on routine things - they would much prefer to build complex theoretical solutions, and leave the implementation of the system to others. They are intensely interested in theory, and will put forth tremendous amounts of time and energy into finding a solution to a problem with has piqued their interest.
INTPs do not like to lead or control people. They're very tolerant and flexible in most situations, unless one of their firmly held beliefs has been violated or challenged, in which case they may take a very rigid stance. The INTP is likely to be very shy when it comes to meeting new people. On the other hand, the INTP is very self-confident and gregarious around people they know well, or when discussing theories which they fully understand.
The INTP has no understanding or value for decisions made on the basis of personal subjectivity or feelings. They strive constantly to achieve logical conclusions to problems, and don't understand the importance or relevance of applying subjective emotional considerations to decisions. For this reason, INTPs are usually not in-tune with how people are feeling, and are not naturally well-equiped to meet the emotional needs of others.
The INTP may have a problem with self-aggrandizement and social rebellion, which will interfere with their creative potential. Since their Feeling side is their least developed trait, the INTP may have difficulty giving the warmth and support that is sometimes necessary in intimate relationships. If the INTP doesn't realize the value of attending to other people's feelings, he or she may become overly critical and sarcastic with others. If the INTP is not able to find a place for themself which supports the use of their strongest abilities, they may become generally negative and cynical. If the INTP has not developed their Sensing side sufficiently, they may become unaware of their environment, and exhibit weakness in performing maintenance-type tasks, such as bill-paying and dressing appropriately.
For the INTP, it is extremely important that ideas and facts are expressed correctly and succinctly. They are likely to express themselves in what they believe to be absolute truths. Sometimes, their well thought-out understanding of an idea is not easily understandable by others, but the INTP is not naturally likely to tailor the truth so as to explain it in an understandable way to others. The INTP may be prone to abandoning a project once they have figured it out, moving on to the next thing. It's important that the INTP place importance on expressing their developed theories in understandable ways. In the end, an amazing discovery means nothing if you are the only person who understands it.
The INTP is usually very independent, unconventional, and original. They are not likely to place much value on traditional goals such as popularity and security. They usually have complex characters, and may tend to be restless and temperamental. They are strongly ingenious, and have unconventional thought patterns which allows them to analyze ideas in new ways. Consequently, a lot of scientific breakthroughs in the world have been made by the INTP.
The INTP is at his best when he can work on his theories independently. When given an environment which supports his creative genius and possible eccentricity, the INTP can accomplish truly remarkable things. These are the pioneers of new thoughts in our society.
....
That people say about me
(Introverted Thinking with Extraverted Intuition)
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
The Thinker
As an INTP, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you deal with things rationally and logically. Your secondary mode is external, where you take things in primarily via your intuition.
INTPs live in the world of theoretical possibilities. They see everything in terms of how it could be improved, or what it could be turned into. They live primarily inside their own minds, having the ability to analyze difficult problems, identify patterns, and come up with logical explanations. They seek clarity in everything, and are therefore driven to build knowledge. They are the "absent-minded professors", who highly value intelligence and the ability to apply logic to theories to find solutions. They typically are so strongly driven to turn problems into logical explanations, that they live much of their lives within their own heads, and may not place as much importance or value on the external world. Their natural drive to turn theories into concrete understanding may turn into a feeling of personal responsibility to solve theoretical problems, and help society move towards a higher understanding.
INTPs value knowledge above all else. Their minds are constantly working to generate new theories, or to prove or disprove existing theories. They approach problems and theories with enthusiasm and skepticism, ignoring existing rules and opinions and defining their own approach to the resolution. They seek patterns and logical explanations for anything that interests them. They're usually extremely bright, and able to be objectively critical in their analysis. They love new ideas, and become very excited over abstractions and theories. They love to discuss these concepts with others. They may seem "dreamy" and distant to others, because they spend a lot of time inside their minds musing over theories. They hate to work on routine things - they would much prefer to build complex theoretical solutions, and leave the implementation of the system to others. They are intensely interested in theory, and will put forth tremendous amounts of time and energy into finding a solution to a problem with has piqued their interest.
INTPs do not like to lead or control people. They're very tolerant and flexible in most situations, unless one of their firmly held beliefs has been violated or challenged, in which case they may take a very rigid stance. The INTP is likely to be very shy when it comes to meeting new people. On the other hand, the INTP is very self-confident and gregarious around people they know well, or when discussing theories which they fully understand.
The INTP has no understanding or value for decisions made on the basis of personal subjectivity or feelings. They strive constantly to achieve logical conclusions to problems, and don't understand the importance or relevance of applying subjective emotional considerations to decisions. For this reason, INTPs are usually not in-tune with how people are feeling, and are not naturally well-equiped to meet the emotional needs of others.
The INTP may have a problem with self-aggrandizement and social rebellion, which will interfere with their creative potential. Since their Feeling side is their least developed trait, the INTP may have difficulty giving the warmth and support that is sometimes necessary in intimate relationships. If the INTP doesn't realize the value of attending to other people's feelings, he or she may become overly critical and sarcastic with others. If the INTP is not able to find a place for themself which supports the use of their strongest abilities, they may become generally negative and cynical. If the INTP has not developed their Sensing side sufficiently, they may become unaware of their environment, and exhibit weakness in performing maintenance-type tasks, such as bill-paying and dressing appropriately.
For the INTP, it is extremely important that ideas and facts are expressed correctly and succinctly. They are likely to express themselves in what they believe to be absolute truths. Sometimes, their well thought-out understanding of an idea is not easily understandable by others, but the INTP is not naturally likely to tailor the truth so as to explain it in an understandable way to others. The INTP may be prone to abandoning a project once they have figured it out, moving on to the next thing. It's important that the INTP place importance on expressing their developed theories in understandable ways. In the end, an amazing discovery means nothing if you are the only person who understands it.
The INTP is usually very independent, unconventional, and original. They are not likely to place much value on traditional goals such as popularity and security. They usually have complex characters, and may tend to be restless and temperamental. They are strongly ingenious, and have unconventional thought patterns which allows them to analyze ideas in new ways. Consequently, a lot of scientific breakthroughs in the world have been made by the INTP.
The INTP is at his best when he can work on his theories independently. When given an environment which supports his creative genius and possible eccentricity, the INTP can accomplish truly remarkable things. These are the pioneers of new thoughts in our society.
....
That people say about me
Mar 7, 2004
Sejak kita lewati bulan purnama itu
Masih terasa jejak tanganmu gerayangi tubuhku
Saat kita lewati gelap malam dipantai
Kapan itu terulang lagi bercumbu ber 2 di pasir putih
Aku ingin sekali lagi
Mungkinkah kau terulang lagi
Hanya untuk semalam lagi
Kita telanjang di bawah sinar bulan
Peluh ku bercampur dengan air lautan
Pasrah kau berikan milikmu pertama kali
Bergumul ber 2 di pasir putih
Kita terbawa suasana sepi
Kamu gak bakal menyesali
Buang sedih didalam hati
Full Moon esok kan datang lagi
...
trawangan .. ah
Masih terasa jejak tanganmu gerayangi tubuhku
Saat kita lewati gelap malam dipantai
Kapan itu terulang lagi bercumbu ber 2 di pasir putih
Aku ingin sekali lagi
Mungkinkah kau terulang lagi
Hanya untuk semalam lagi
Kita telanjang di bawah sinar bulan
Peluh ku bercampur dengan air lautan
Pasrah kau berikan milikmu pertama kali
Bergumul ber 2 di pasir putih
Kita terbawa suasana sepi
Kamu gak bakal menyesali
Buang sedih didalam hati
Full Moon esok kan datang lagi
...
trawangan .. ah
Mar 6, 2004
Mar 1, 2004
ini hari ada yg ngadu ttg seseorang yg menyebalkan .. heran kok pada tanggapnya baru sekarang dulu pas aku lagi kontra sama dia aku yg di cela cela skarang mrk tanya ke aku buat advise ttg itu anak . aneh yak
btw i dun give a damn about that ..
anyway ini hari gue dah install photo gallery hihi lucu jadinya enak juga pake ini uhm kayanya kudu mikir buat bikin layout baru yg bisa ngepas sama 4images nya ..
btw
i miss u cia :(
btw i dun give a damn about that ..
anyway ini hari gue dah install photo gallery hihi lucu jadinya enak juga pake ini uhm kayanya kudu mikir buat bikin layout baru yg bisa ngepas sama 4images nya ..
btw
i miss u cia :(
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