I would say I'm sorry
If I thought that it would change your mind
But I know that this time
I've said too much
Been too unkind

I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
I try and
Laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry
Boys don't cry

I would break down at your feet
And beg forgiveness
Plead with you
But I know that
It's too late
And now there's nothing I can do

So I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
I try to
Laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry

I would tell you
That I loved you
If I thought that you would stay
But I know that it's no use
That you've already
Gone away

Misjudged your limits
Pushed you too far
Took you for granted
I thought that you needed me more

Now I would do most anything
To get you back by my side
But I just
Keep on laughing
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry
Boys don't cry

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i promise u to not to cry
but i can't
and still cry till this mornin
still thinkin bout this life it's never been a fair
why .... the question never ended ...

"Jalu .. maukah kamu menyanyikan satu lagu untuk aku .. sebelum aku pergi tidur .... Satu lagu saja untukku ...
dan itu sudah cukup ... karena dengan itu aku akan merasakan kamu ada disisiku sekarang .. satu saja dan sudah cukup ... dan jangan kamu menangis lagi ... aku tidak mau kamu menangis malam ini .."

.dalam suatu percakapan melalui telpon 01.01.04 00.50 waktu jakarta .


- Deng Cia Ji . Penang Adventist Hospital . HBV patient -