ini hari aku cuma bisa di kantor
setup PC baru
Intel MainBoard p4 2.8 Ghz 1Gb Ram
gak tahu deh

jiwa aku gak ada disini
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arghh
dah nulis banyak salah klik

ah pokoknya

elo bisa gak skali aja ngomong jujur ttg isi hati elo ke gue .. satu kali aja dah cukup
gua dah bosen denger janji janji elo dah semua pinta elo .. capekkkkk

ini hari ke 3 gua back on office lagi . seperti biasa sibuk dan sibuk dan sibuk . gue harap mrk mrk bisa ngerti knapa gua jadi akan menjadi sangat susah buat di hubungin kembali . maybe mrk akan berpikir gua menjadi sombong atau apa hell no .. this job killing me . gue gak ada kesempatan buat bernapas sama skali . sampe sampe gue pun ga bisa jawab telpon dari yg tersayang gue . damn im tired . sometimes i fell alone . tapi kadang dengan gua membuka dompet gua . gue bisa tersenyum lagi . krn gue menemukan the reason why i have done like this . she make me smile ..

ini hari gua dari pagi ke BII and gua kaged banged ketemu engineer dari boston . bused potongan kaya surfer gitu . pake anting pulak kiri kanan . damn cool banged . coba ya di indonesia bisa kaya gitu . gak judge ppl by they looks like . ughs . sepintas gua nyesel motong rambut gue tapi udah lah .. kayanya gua tambah keren aja pake rambut pendek .. mwahahhahaha ..
anyway di BII gua freezing . 18 Derajat CELCIUS 4 jam di dalam akuarium . mengenang ke 3 tahun yg lalu dimana gua selalu berinteraksi dengan mesin mesin bisu yg menjemukan . kelar itu ke Indo food and brakhir di PLN. capek ini masih di kantor . call her ... tell her that im very sorry krn ga bisa di hubungin seharian .. trus call ke bbrp old friends .. fuck them ..

anyway .. aku cuma merasa this only matter of time .. just watch it .. i will kick your ass .. ke mrk mrk yg dulu melecehkan gua . pay back time ...

i swear . .. .. Look Who's Talking Now ..

damn

i miss u

dah 1 bulan jalan ma awan kecil ..
fun enough .. sesaat mengisi apa yg tlah lama hilang dan akhirnya masih disini sampe akhirnya aku bisa balik lagi keatas kembali ..

now
time to gain my power back ..
u'll see the real me .. now

HooBastank - The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

4 minggu dah lewat .. banyak banged perubahan yg ajaib .. gue sendiri gak pernah nyangka bisa sampe spt ini .. huah
u came so fast n make all everything change sebelum sempat aku sadari . gak tahu kudu gimana aku cuma ngikutin kata hati.
thx buat semuanya ...

awankecil