May 30, 2005

im Gone

berat banged mo pegi..
hiks

well... see ya till 11
just leave me msg

Aku .. hari ini

The Bottom Line
That little voice in your head? It's your best counselor during moments like these.

In Detail
You know how hypnotic and unpredictable fire is, right? Well, you're a fire sign, so you possess both those qualities. They'll be running on high now, and they'll come in handy, too, since there's absolutely no way to predict what might happen. Your job is to react as you always do -- spontaneously and with heart -- and to help the rest of us do the same. And as usual, you'll not only be up for the job, you'll do it well. You go!

May 29, 2005

12:56 AM

damn
late banged
gua masih stuck di kantor. masih berurusan dengan proposal sialan
huah
kebayang banged capeknya deh ntar. sedangkan ini gua cuma bisa rest while . kemudian besok pagi kudu conference ke oz. trus preparing buat presentasi. kelar dari ini brangkat ke bogor. and whole week gua bakal disana ngajarin orang orang PLN. kelar dari itu cuma rest 1 hari. tgl 6 gua kudu pergi lagi ke SG sampe tgl 10 .
huwaaah

kebayang deh 2 minggu gua bakal off dari komunitas. dan harus jauh dari ade .. :(

duh demi sesuap nasi kudu kaya gini ...

sometimes we have to bear somebody else's pain

salah satu temen gue pregnant cos accident and no one want to responsible for it.
and i am as her friend and pernah deket sama dia, juga gak tahu harus bersikap bagaimana. disatu sisi gue pernah deket sama dia dan secara tidak langsung pun gua akhirnya yg menjadikan semua spt ini.

harusnya itu pun bukan tanggung jawab gue lagi. but secara moral gua merasa beban dikit buat gue . di lain sisi gue mau nolong dia tapi sisi lain gua dilarang to lend a hand for her. walaupun ada resiko yang harus gua tanggung jika tetap gua lend a hand ke dia.

dari hal ini pun gua gak abis pikir, knapa gua gak boleh menolong dia lebih jauh. satu sisi lagi gua bisa lihat kalo ada seseorang yg menaruh kecurigaan ke gue dan takut gue akan knapa knapa. but why in the end of all question .. why ppl susah banged buat percaya lagi ke aku .. di luar dari masalah temen gue .

dan jika gua merasa harus menanggung beban orang lain knapa gue ga boleh ?
berbuat baek untuk temen gue ...

- dilema -

Hari ini

The Bottom Line
When it comes to relationships (all kinds), today's a good day to go with your gut.

In Detail
Oh, here we go. It's time for drama, of the love or money variety. Now, you're no stranger to this sort of thing, so seeing it unfold won't startle you. You may, however, be surprised at just how oddly indifferent you are to it at the moment. Yes, even if you're ordinarily quite fond of a little turbulence during flight, you'll probably find yourself trying to keep things calm. Write it off to maturity, and don't worry.

May 28, 2005

pojok pintu

pada suatu masa
kala senja tak lagi berwarna
kelam pucat abu meredam
hanya bayang bayang dan debu jalan
kering ... resah jiwa dahaga
meradang .. menerawang .

kembali aku pada sebuah pojok pintu hati
menunggu untuk terbuka kembali

May 27, 2005

Aku .. hari ini

The Bottom Line
What's really at stake here? If it's a matter of pride, consider pushing it aside.

In Detail
Forget about your friends -- just for now. At the moment, you need more than platonic company. You need to hold hands, snuggle up and exchange compliments with someone who loves you as much as you love them. If you already know a person who fits that description, go find them. If not, start looking for a new future snuggling partner. Your friends will be more than happy to excuse you for the evening.

saturday nite song

Dj Tiesto - Love Comes Again

You have become
What you have always been
Life figuring out
Rephrase your vision

No words I can speak
A path should been chosen
All trembling track
She lead us back and here
the guts are

Love comes again
Just when I booked in none of her
Love can come again
You gotta believe that
Love comes again
Just when I booked in none of her
Love can come again

Deep within me
Turn all the secret stones
Voice of fields
Breathing when love holds
Still no word we can speak
A path should been chosen
But all trembling track
She lead us back and here
the guts are

Love comes again
Just when I booked in none of her
Love can come again
You gotta believe that
Love comes again
Just when I booked in none of her
Love can come again

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Dj Shadow - 6 days war

At the starting of the week
At summit talks you'll hear them speak
It's only Monday
Negotiations breaking down
See those leaders start to frown
It's sword and gun day

Tomorrow never comes until it's too late

You could be sitting taking lunch
The news will hit you like a punch
It's only Tuesday
You never thought we'd go to war
After all the things we saw
It's April Fools' day

Tomorrow never comes until it's too late
Tomorrow never comes until it's too late

You hear a whistling overhead
Are you alive or are you dead?
It's only Thursday
You feel a shaking on the ground
A billion candles burn around
Is it your birthday?

Tomorrow never comes until it's too late
Tomorrow never comes until it's too late
Make tomorrow come I think it's too late

Aku .. hari ini

The Bottom Line
Be selfless, and you'll find that you unexpectedly get what you need, too.

In Detail
You've been dealing with serious matters for a long time and just recently rediscovered the art of play. Of course, it's like riding a bike -- and if anyone can get back on and show the rest of the world how it's done, it's definitely you. So now, when the chance to hop on presents itself, it's up to you to take it, wholeheartedly. If your best friend or your other half happens to be around, take them along for the ride.

because of my job :(

akhirnya .. setelah ngelewatin busy weeks..
abis mpe begadang ngerjain proposal buat salah satu service provider. kmudian proposal buat si paffy . damn i just can rest a b it. abis ini tgl 31 - tgl 3 gue musti ada di bogor buat ngajarin orang orang PLN. kelar dari itu gue musti cabs lagi ke SG :(

hiks gak kebayang deh kapan bisa istirahat. meanwhile semua sodara sodara gua lagi ngumpul di SOLO. hiks tadi cuma nelpon Bule' Mi and dia cuma bilang .. aku ngitung semua ternyata ada kurang satu yg absen disini .. ya cuma kamu :(

hiks kebayang banged disana bakal rame sama smua smua sodara sodara. sdgkan gue masih kudu di jkt stuck dengan semua kerjaan gue .. :(

ntah kapan lagi bisa kumpul sma mereka ...

- bit lonely -