Here I stand head in hand
Turn my face to the wall
If she's gone I can't go on
Feeling two foot small
Everywhere people stare
each and every day
I can see them laugh at me
And I hear them say

Hey you've got to hide your love away
Hey you've got to hide your love away

How can I even try?
I can never win
Hearing them, seeing them
In the state I'm in
How could she say to me
"Love will find a way?"
Gather round all you clowns
Let me hear you say

Hey you've got to hide your love away
Hey you've got to hide your love away


Eddie Vedder - You got to hide your love away

tlagu ini merupakan OST dari I am Sam, yg maen Sean Pean. dia jadi orang idiot n punya anak cewek normal n pinter. kadang anaknya sendiri mikir kok babe gue idiot ya .. but that is not the main topict. the matter is when ppl knows bout Sam .. social dept want to take over and separate them .. so the story is begin .. must see

Ragnarok ..
Atrus the Hunter n DreamRain the Assasins together into Rune of Midgrad ....
and the story is begun ...

On a cold wet
afternoon
no room for love and emptiness
by a freeway
i confess i was lost in the pages
of a book
full of death
reading how we'll die alone
and if a god will lay to rest
anywhere we want to go
in your house
i long to be
room by room
patiently

i'll wait for you there
like a stone
i'll wait for you there
alone

and on my death bed
i will prey
to the gods and the angels
like a pagan
to anyone who will take me to heaven
to a place
i would recall
i was there so long ago
the sky was bruised
the world was black
and there you led me on

in your house
i long to be
room by room
patiently
i'll wait for you there
liek a stone
i'll wait for you there
alone

in all i read
till the day was gone
and i sat in regret
in all the things i've done
for all that i've blessed
and all that i've wronged
in dreams till my death
i will wonder on

in your house
i long to be
room by room
patiently
i'll wait for you there
like a stone
i'll wait for you there
alone
alone

This circus is falling down on its knees
The big top is crumbling down
It's raining in Baltimore fifty miles east
Where you should be, no one's around

I need a phone call
I need a raincoat
I need a big love
I need a phone call

These train conversations are passing me by
And I don't have nothing to say
You get what you pay for
But I just had no intention of living this way

I need a phone call
I need a plane ride
I need a sunburn
I need a raincoat

And I get no answers
And I don't get no change
It's raining in Baltimore, baby
But everything else is the same

There's things I remember and things I forget
I miss you I guess that I should
Three thousand five hundred miles away
But what would you change if you could?

I need a phone call
Maybe I should buy a new car
I can always hear a freight train if I listen real hard
And I wish it was a small world
Because I'm lonely for the big towns
I'd like to hear a little guitar
I think it's time to put the top down

I need a phone call
I need a raincoat

Conting Crows - Raining in Baltimore

Love Is...
Love is what you feel for someone or something close to you,
whether it is a relative, friend or even a pet.
Either one is great just as long as you love,
because a life without love isn't really a life at all,
for there is no happiness in life without it.
Some say love is like a flower; it blooms and grows,
but I don't think anyone could explain love unless they have felt it.
And, even then sometimes, you still can't, for love goes deeper than explanation,
to the very soul of someone's body, and will always be there forever.
So, if love finds you, don't be afraid to follow it.
For behind that love may be the person
that you are destined to love
for all eternity.............

another fight again
in the morning
always same question

and i am sick of this

what do u really want ?
do i have to gone in to deep ?
do i have to live alone ?
do i have not to know anyone ?
do u want me to live behind the bars ?
is that what u want me to do ?

so the story like this : .
lagi baca baca forum di kaskus. the talk about Metallica. then i before that i heard on MTV icon that will be release on next Saturday 24 May. but they said the clip is already publish on the net. at first i try to seek them . then i found they mp3's file . i downloaded them. but not satisfied enough . so i seek to the video. then i found. so i start to download those file.
before that i wonder what is Metallica Mtv Icon. uhm when i read those a tribute for Metallica. so i am the biggest fans ot them try to seek . because so far i just got 3 kind of their tribute. Industrial verse, hard rock verse and 4 cello verse ( can u imagine metallica's song played by 4 cello's ) that was damn cool. heartbreaking !

SO the 1rst one finished is Korn, they play One. the 2nd song that win an Award.
uhm .. i see those crowd sing a long .. and Hetfield , Lars , Hammet and their new bassist on the back. watch them play .. i got no any comment
the think i know is my tears rolls down :(

dunno why .. but when i play it again . those tears keep rollin` down .. hiks

Terharu saya .....

aku melihat tubuh penuh luka
di setiap sudut lekuknya yang terseru
mendoa kata sambil termangu
aku berkata : "perempuan"

terlintas di matanya sebuah asa
memecah hampa dari kebinasaan
itu tangan memiliki kesucian
aku berkata : "perempuan"

pada tubuhnya aku bernyanyi
membisu ingin tahu
apa pantas tubuh ini penuh luka?

kalau saja kaki tak terpaku
kalau saja mata tak membatu
pastilah aku lebih bahagia melagu
melihat perempuan berjalan memandangiku

bersama perahu yang kubentuk dari doa doaku
apakah aku akan sampai padamu?
sedang laut yang kularungi
telah menjelma benda-benda
menyedotku ke dalam palungnya yang paling kelam
di tempat karang, ikan, kepiting, ubur-ubur
menjadi benda-benda gemerlap.
lalu langit warna biru itu dipenuhi sistem tata surya
yang kacau. hingga kubiarkan gemerlap itu menjadi peta

bersama gemerlap benda-benda laut itu
kapan aku akan sampai padamu?

ps.
kapan ya

seperti ranting di tepian pantai
terkoyak ombak
dan rerintik hujan
menangisi kesepian
masih saja kau tunggu perahu itu
dan tak peduli koyaknya ranting disudut jempol kakimu

ps.
untuk seorang teman ...

You've got such a pretty smile.
It's a shame the things you hide behind it.
Let um go give it up for a while...
Let um free and we will both go find it.

I know there's no where you can hide it.
I know the feeling of alone.
I know that you do not feel invited,
But come back, come back in from the cold.

Step away from the edge.
Your best friend in life is not your mirror.
Back away come back away come back away...
I am here and I will be forever and ever and i...

I know that there's no where you can hide it.
I know the feeling of alone.
Trust me and don't keep that on the inside.
Soon you...you'll be locked out on your own.

You're not alone...

You're not alone...

And don't say you've never been told.
I'll be with you till we grow old...
Till am old grown and i'm cold..

I'm not further beyond the grown..
I'll be with you till we grow up young..
Like a dog you can always come home..
Pick up a bone..
Look around town baby down town
Don't throw me to the pound..
Look around look around...

...
i know - Jude

when someone you love dies, are they gone forever ?
what would you ask someone who's crossed over to the other side ?
would u believe it if someone who's passed on tried to contact u ?
what would u do today if there were no tomorrow


decision on you

full moon..

..
cepet sembu ya cayang
*luv u*

dear rain.
ini pagi .. bukan sama sekali pagi yang menyenangkan .
hanya satu yg perlu di pertahankan .. kepercayaan ..
di satu sisi .curiga yang berlebihan ..
apa salahnya sih .. kalo gue nolong temen cewek .. kasih tahu bagaimana caranya dia bisa membuat sesuatu yg lebih baik ..
apa itu salah dan kemudian cewek itu leave message ke gue .. ?

rain..
emang susah untuk dapat dipercaya kembali .. sekali fail and u will be fail at all
no matter how hard u have persuade her .. but already torn her before
i knew it was my fault . and i have try and do all my best to fixed it up ..
and it's so hard to get it back like was before ..

rain..
am i not deserve to get her trusty fr her again ?
cos i have broke her so much ..

rain..
tell me if that wrong ...




these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

my immortal
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along

feat. Evaessence - My imortal

Something
Is about to give
I can feel it coming
I think I know what it is

I'm not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to live
And when I'm flat on my back
I hope to feel like I did

And hardness
It sets in
You need some protection
The thinner the skin

I want you to know
That you don't need me anymore
I want you to know
You don't need anyone
Or anything at all

Who's to say where the wind will take you
Who's to say what it is will break you
I don't know
Which way the wind will blow

Who's to know when the time has come around
Don't want to see you cry
I know that this is not goodbye

It's somewhere I can taste the salty sea
There's a kite blowing out of control on the breeze
I wonder what's gonna happen to you
You wonder what has happened to me

I'm a man
I'm not a child
A man who sees
The shadow behind your eyes

Who's to say where the wind will take you
Who's to say what it is will break you
I don't know
Where the wind will blow

Who's to know when the time has come around
I don't want to see you cry
I know that this is not goodbye

Did I waste it
Not so much I couldn't taste it
Life should be fragrant
Rooftop to the basement

The last of the rocks stars
When hip-hop drove the big cars
In the time when new media
Was the big idea
What was the big idea

uhm
karena shoutbox dr dekap.com ndak bisa di resolve sama indosat
jadi terpaksa ganti SB

pake ini aja d
yg penting ada

- incoming message received -
"Jalu .. cintakah kamu dengan Cia .. Cia ingin kita cepat menikah "

aku tersenyum ..
aku berharap ...

tahun besok better than last ..
wish us ..

akhirnya uplink satelitenya up kembali .. cuman hmm several dns still not up .. :(
170 Mb been downloaded only in 1 hour .. kwel . back to normal again ..
bisa nemenin dreamrain ku lagi kalo dia lagi di kantor ...

ah bisa maen Shatered Galaxy lagi ..
bisa upload web lagi ...

cool ah ..

.Dj Rain feat Generals theme.

if someone that we love die
are they gone forever ?

What if I give you my smile?
Are you gonna stay for a while?
What if I put you in my dreams tonight?
Are you gonna stay 'till it's bright?

What if I give you my story?
Are you gonna listen to me?
What if I give you my heart?
Are we never gonna be apart?

What if... if I do ignore you?
Will you just walk away and cry?
What if I did disappoint you?
Are you gonna say goodbye?

What if I try to catch a flying snitch?
Are you gonna come with me?
What if I give you my song?
Are we gonna sing along?

What if... if you leave me right here?
I'm right here and waiting for you

...
come baby try harder ... and i will do just like u want it too .

uhm..
ini malem sendirian .. baca 3 sms yg masuk .. made me smile ..
someone miss much .. me too . i miss u too ..
kadang gue suka baca log log chat yg suka bikin gue senyum senyum sendiri ... wishing they will be get real soon ..
honey i miss u too .. pls hang on till the time when we will not be apart anymore ..

sambil mam PoP mie nonton True Romance .. fhew .. that movie one of my fav movie ..
n then i saw Yuna smile .. remind me to your smile ..

Cia.. kalo kamu masih suka buka web ini .. gbr Yuna yg jalu buat .. itu buat kamu ..
.
Uyet .. nice to see your msg write over there ..
and guys .. thx for supporting ..

my dreamrain

"genggamlah yang ada di depanmu
setangkai mawar hutan merah jambu
merekah sempurna di antara bunga-bunga
kecuplah sebelum musim berganti rupa
sebelum helai demi helai kelopaknya jatuh
bersama denting masa

kecuplah penuh kasih, walau duri-duri
lukai jemarimu, tetap dalam cinta-selamanya
matahari abadikan sinarnya, alam hadirkan
keindahannya: untukmu semata"

. buat Cia .

damn .. i forgot my friends wedding .. gara gara maen CM4 n semalam tiba tiba bad mood setelah nonjokin itu maling kecil.. ngerti apa sih dia ... tapi :( dah lewat .. padahal sebelom itu dah janji dalam hati ga mau mukul orang .. but .. he been arise my deep emotion. akhirnya -- BukKkk .. satu tonjokan ke muka .. n abis itu gue shaking ... krn anger gua dah mentok mpe ke ubun ubun .. napsu makan ilang .. at last Cia call me .. and she make me cool .. akhirnya itu anak kita tlanjangin n disuruh pulang.. hope dia kapok .. better gitu deh. dari pada makin lama disini makin bonyok mending gitu aja..

malem .. liad tipi .. stel stel ga ada yg bagus eh .. tau tahu kenapa juga gue nonton wayang .. damn been long time ga nonton wayang kulit .. gua ketawa tawa ndiri liad "Goro Goro-nya" temen gua bengong soalnya dia ga ngarti .. afterthat sleepless
.. n met my dreamrain in my dream ..

wake up in the morning by Call .. "Jal, Elo ga dateng ke kawinan si Dimas ? " DAMN !!!!! i forgot ..

btw .. im in happy cos my dreamrain cembuW ...

there is nothing i can explain in here than i hear your laughing in my phone again ...
Cia .. Jalu akan selalu bersama kamu ..

"sayang aku sudah sembuh ,, aku sudah bisa lompat lompat lagi."
"Kamu ada dimana ?"
"Aku sudah masuk kantor."

lewat lah sudah satu masa.

"Sayang, Cia kangen .. kamu sedang apa ?,"
"Jalu sedang beli makan malam... Cia sudah makan ? "
"Cia sudah makan .. uhmm besok Cia mau ke salon. Mau keriting sama highlight. Boleh ya ... "
"ndak .. jelek .. "
"Tapi aku sudah buat janji.."
"ah kamu .. dari dulu pasti kalo tahu Jalu ga akan kasih ijin pasti kamu kerjain dulu baru kasih tahu .. *thuQs* .. luv you honey, send pic ke rumah ya .. janji .. "

Kamu masih nakal spt dulu .. dan aku suka itu ..

"Jalu .. Cia ga bisa bobo :(( "
"Kenapa ? .. "
"tadi pas tutup telpon ke kamu .. radio pasang Lagu kita .. jadi bikin Cia ga bisa bobo .. "

aku hanya bisa tersenyum ...
aku pun memutar lagu kamu disini .. on my MP3 box

feat. Utada Hikaru - First Love

....
Lost in Space ...
...

there is something that have to be fix..
beetwen dia , aku dan kamu ...