beetween the tables
and all those glasses
cheering ups
sweet lips and packs of ciggaretess
the eyes and laughing
all along the down hall
night just fall ..
waiting for the dawn
while the moon goes over my head
i already thinking of u
when the sun dissapear on the west ..
Feb 28, 2006
What is Web 2.0
What is Web 2.0?
From Jennifer Kyrnin,
Getting Beyond the Hype of Web 2.0
If you surf the Web design sites these days, you can't help but find references to Web 2.0. This is the new and revolutionary change that is sweeping the Web and allowing users to interact with the data available there in ways we never dreamed possible 10 years ago. But is this really the case? How much of Web 2.0 is just marketing hype and how much of it is actually new?
What is Web 2.0
Originally in 2004, Web 2.0 was referred to as this idea of the "Web as a platform". The concept was such that instead of thinking of the Web as a place where browsers viewed data through small windows on the readers' screens, the Web was actually the platform that allowed people to get things done. But this really didn't catch on. In fact, it's fairly hard to grasp what that really means.
Later people started thinking of Web 2.0 as the programming tools used to create the Web pages that were considered "cutting edge Web 2.0". This included AJAX and SOAP and other XML and JavaScript applications that allowed the readers to actually interact with the Web pages more like you would with an application on your desktop.
Now Web 2.0 is really starting to mean a combination of the technology (like AJAX) allowing the customers to actually interact with the information. Web 2.0 is starting to mean the situation where amateur writers and developers are able to create applications and Web sites that get more credibility than traditional news sources and software vendors. This combination of powerful JavaScript tools like AJAX enabling nearly anyone to contribute to and interact with the data that we are all working with is really what Web 2.0 is.
But is This Really New?
No.
AJAX
JavaScript and XML have been around nearly as long as HTML and many sites have been using both to good effect. As Paul Graham said, "Basically, what 'Ajax' means is 'Javascript now works.'" This means that Web applications can now be created that interact with the users the way we have become acustomed with desktop applications. The lag and delay caused by server calls is mitigated by a lot of that information being sent asynchronously through JavaScript calls.
Democracy and Community
These have both been around in limited formats for a long time on the Web. What makes them exciting is when they are combined with the applications that are possible with AJAX and more modern browsers. Web pages gave people the ability to express themselves like no other time in history. And Weblogs made an easy thing even easier. When Blogger was first set up, they thought of themselves as just an easy-to-use FTP client for Web pages. Now they allow many many people to get online and express their views.
But it's more than just getting content on-line. With Web 2.0 type sites, it is possible to combine data from various sources, even sources that you don't own control or even exist, and turn that into data that people can use. For example, an idea for a Web 2.0 site might be to combine a Flickr tagged gallery of restaurants with actual reviews that people have written about those restaurants and a connection to Google Maps to find the restaurants in your area. The Web site which put this up might not have any of the data for the reviews, none of the photos from Flickr, and only an interface to allow people to pinpoint where they are or where they are going and either read reviews of local restaurants or even post a blogged review and attach it to those already tagged.
Are You Ready for Web 2.0?
Chances are you're already using some application that is a form of Web 2.0. Some of the most popular examples are:
* Gmail
* Google Maps
* Flickr
* Del.icio.us
* Tecnorati
* Digg
But Before You Decide Web 2.0 Is Just Hype
You should read this article, written Jan 18, 2006, about Web 2.0: Is Web 2.0 Entering "The Trough of Disillusionment"? There is some basis for the Web 2.0 hype. It is an interesting way to think about the Web. In fact, I went to a Web site a few minutes ago that said "email me if you have any suggestions you want to see added to this site" and I thought "Why can't you just set up a wiki and let us add the items ourselves? If it's crap, we'll take it off ourselves too."
Personally, I think the term is a bit stupid. In the fast paced world of the Internet, the Web would be on version 2000.0 not 2.0, but the ideas it generates are really interesting. Trusting our readers to provide the right information at the right time? That is revolutionary, it's not new, but it is a new way of thinking about our customers. In fact, they aren't our customers at all. They are our collaborators, our co-writers, and our co-producers. Web 2.0 has made it possible for us to actually connect to one another through the Internet, and not in a scary way like through chatrooms.
From Jennifer Kyrnin,
Getting Beyond the Hype of Web 2.0
If you surf the Web design sites these days, you can't help but find references to Web 2.0. This is the new and revolutionary change that is sweeping the Web and allowing users to interact with the data available there in ways we never dreamed possible 10 years ago. But is this really the case? How much of Web 2.0 is just marketing hype and how much of it is actually new?
What is Web 2.0
Originally in 2004, Web 2.0 was referred to as this idea of the "Web as a platform". The concept was such that instead of thinking of the Web as a place where browsers viewed data through small windows on the readers' screens, the Web was actually the platform that allowed people to get things done. But this really didn't catch on. In fact, it's fairly hard to grasp what that really means.
Later people started thinking of Web 2.0 as the programming tools used to create the Web pages that were considered "cutting edge Web 2.0". This included AJAX and SOAP and other XML and JavaScript applications that allowed the readers to actually interact with the Web pages more like you would with an application on your desktop.
Now Web 2.0 is really starting to mean a combination of the technology (like AJAX) allowing the customers to actually interact with the information. Web 2.0 is starting to mean the situation where amateur writers and developers are able to create applications and Web sites that get more credibility than traditional news sources and software vendors. This combination of powerful JavaScript tools like AJAX enabling nearly anyone to contribute to and interact with the data that we are all working with is really what Web 2.0 is.
But is This Really New?
No.
AJAX
JavaScript and XML have been around nearly as long as HTML and many sites have been using both to good effect. As Paul Graham said, "Basically, what 'Ajax' means is 'Javascript now works.'" This means that Web applications can now be created that interact with the users the way we have become acustomed with desktop applications. The lag and delay caused by server calls is mitigated by a lot of that information being sent asynchronously through JavaScript calls.
Democracy and Community
These have both been around in limited formats for a long time on the Web. What makes them exciting is when they are combined with the applications that are possible with AJAX and more modern browsers. Web pages gave people the ability to express themselves like no other time in history. And Weblogs made an easy thing even easier. When Blogger was first set up, they thought of themselves as just an easy-to-use FTP client for Web pages. Now they allow many many people to get online and express their views.
But it's more than just getting content on-line. With Web 2.0 type sites, it is possible to combine data from various sources, even sources that you don't own control or even exist, and turn that into data that people can use. For example, an idea for a Web 2.0 site might be to combine a Flickr tagged gallery of restaurants with actual reviews that people have written about those restaurants and a connection to Google Maps to find the restaurants in your area. The Web site which put this up might not have any of the data for the reviews, none of the photos from Flickr, and only an interface to allow people to pinpoint where they are or where they are going and either read reviews of local restaurants or even post a blogged review and attach it to those already tagged.
Are You Ready for Web 2.0?
Chances are you're already using some application that is a form of Web 2.0. Some of the most popular examples are:
* Gmail
* Google Maps
* Flickr
* Del.icio.us
* Tecnorati
* Digg
But Before You Decide Web 2.0 Is Just Hype
You should read this article, written Jan 18, 2006, about Web 2.0: Is Web 2.0 Entering "The Trough of Disillusionment"? There is some basis for the Web 2.0 hype. It is an interesting way to think about the Web. In fact, I went to a Web site a few minutes ago that said "email me if you have any suggestions you want to see added to this site" and I thought "Why can't you just set up a wiki and let us add the items ourselves? If it's crap, we'll take it off ourselves too."
Personally, I think the term is a bit stupid. In the fast paced world of the Internet, the Web would be on version 2000.0 not 2.0, but the ideas it generates are really interesting. Trusting our readers to provide the right information at the right time? That is revolutionary, it's not new, but it is a new way of thinking about our customers. In fact, they aren't our customers at all. They are our collaborators, our co-writers, and our co-producers. Web 2.0 has made it possible for us to actually connect to one another through the Internet, and not in a scary way like through chatrooms.
Feb 26, 2006
and why ..
just one question in my head ...
why she keep teeling to everybody that she is still my wife
infact
she have asked me to divorce her for 3 times
and she is not living with me anymore ...
..
weirds ....
what does she up to ?
she start to telling to everyone different story ..
but she never come when i asking for some clarification
she just runaway like that ...
say nothing .. even i dunno where she lives now ..
and now all people start to blame me
for the cause ..
but they never know
what the real problem is .
and this is real fucked up.
just wish im death by tomorrow morning
why she keep teeling to everybody that she is still my wife
infact
she have asked me to divorce her for 3 times
and she is not living with me anymore ...
..
weirds ....
what does she up to ?
she start to telling to everyone different story ..
but she never come when i asking for some clarification
she just runaway like that ...
say nothing .. even i dunno where she lives now ..
and now all people start to blame me
for the cause ..
but they never know
what the real problem is .
and this is real fucked up.
just wish im death by tomorrow morning
what left in my hand
so
i just counting
withing my finger
looking
what i still got
left ...
..
.
nothing ...
i just counting
withing my finger
looking
what i still got
left ...
..
.
nothing ...
Feb 23, 2006
Just Bought It
Within Temptation - Silent Force + Live DVD in Rock Ring UK
a Gothic Metal Group. i was introduced this group by my friend at the office and once i played it then i love it . so when i was in SG i searching for their CD's and i got.
so i Brought Within Temptation Cd's Silent Force and Mother Earth. cool :)
i bought this because i have lost it the last one .
for this one .. i dunno why .. but i just download it ...
---
seems mellow music ya ...
Feb 22, 2006
whoa .. pay some respect lah
again
my thread locked without notice ... and the reason is because there is another thread some as mine . and u know what .. that thread that they said same as mine was created a years ago .. which no one have ever seen that again ...
stupid mods ...
the one that i dun like is .. she ... locked mine without notice ... very bad habbit for a moderator. they cant do that . they should notice to the thread starter. ...
dasar .. emak emak .. they ask to be respect but they never pay it back to the others ..
...
inside in my head .. do i have to ... kill that forum or not ...
Feb 21, 2006
bad cold
it been more than a week i catch cold, and now getting worst.
feeling not good, dizzy and cold.
and the worst is ...
feeling not good, dizzy and cold.
and the worst is ...
i can't taste everything ....
-sighs-
in the end
in the end ...
i am still the one who's to blame ...
and all the eyes are on me
but all those eyes are blind
Feb 20, 2006
late nite song ...
andai yg kau tahu
bila menjadi aku
sejuta rasa di hati
bila menjadi aku
sejuta rasa di hati
lama tlah ku pendam
tapi akan kucoba mengatakan
tapi akan kucoba mengatakan
ku ingin kau menjadi milikku
entah bagaimana caranya
lihatlah mataku untuk memintamu
ku ingin jalani bersamamu
coba dengan sepenuh hati
kuingin jujur apa adanya dari hati
coba dengan sepenuh hati
kuingin jujur apa adanya dari hati
kini yg kau tahu
aku menginginkanmu tapi takkan ku paksakan
dan ku pastikan
kau belahan hati bila milikku
menarilah bersamaku dengan bintang-bintang
sambutlah diriku untuk memelukmu
Club80 - Dari Hati
.......
everything happen so fast .... now .. i just keep thinkin' is that all my fault ?
so tell me where the fault is ...
i have long enough of patience .. but now is gone ...
but trully ... last nite ... after all everything is gone ...
and i wondering may i lost for all ...
so tell me where the fault is ...
i have long enough of patience .. but now is gone ...
but trully ... last nite ... after all everything is gone ...
and i wondering may i lost for all ...
Even am i losing of Tiesto ...
and i never know .....
Friendster Horoscope February 21, 2006
The Bottom Line
Get ready for things to get much louder in your love life, as romance is amplified.
In Detail
Recreation is your specialty, so the beginning of any workweek is usually tough on you. For some darned reason, however, you woke up in the mood to work, and work hard -- fortunately. You may need that energy, so now that your status within your social circle is intact, buckle down, be serious and get the job done, no matter what it happens to be.
ai ti re' mesh
ai ti re' mesh team
i dunno why .. but i got some strange feeling with this picture ..
maybe this is the last time we can take picture together ..
Indosat ITRMS Project Dec '05 - March 06
Some May Say
Some may say
I'm wishing my days away
no way
and if it's the price I pay
some say
tomorrow's another day
you stay
I may as well pay
the police - walking on the moon
I'm wishing my days away
no way
and if it's the price I pay
some say
tomorrow's another day
you stay
I may as well pay
the police - walking on the moon
tired and still ...
after one day bed resting. and wishing can get better for this cold, but it is not.
getting worst. and unfortunately i forgot my tissue roll. i left it at my home.
i wake up so early. 5.30 i think. because i wanna to take a bus, so i can get at i-sat at 7.00 in the morning. damn man it was 6.00 am and already crowded. i can't have a seat at bussway from blok m till I-sat. and after that i still have to take a walk around 300 m.
it's cold breeze while i entering main lobby, there are only few people there .. quite dark cos not all the light is on. and i just take a walk to next building to go to my place at 5th floor of KPPTI building.
when i got there all people get suprised becos i come very early in the morning and the one who got more suprises is me , because i know for some people live far from here. so when i ask one of them what time did they left the home and they said .. i was late , cos i go off from home at 5.
geesss .. at 5 in the morning ... no thx .. at that time im still under my blanket .... hehehe
i starting this morning to login to some Unix box .. so there are 40 box on my list and i have finished 20 box. and there are 20 more to go ..
man .. i got wrong coffe today ... i think it because already expired i think .. and it make my stomach pain... eww .. and tomorrow i got lot of meeting schedule. and i think i better run away or what ?
above of all ... there are thing that make me to think .... but the one that i think is not in here ...
- sighs -
Feb 19, 2006
as i lay down
waiting
beetween in longing
just the wind
and all this silences torturing ...
as i lay down ..
n my soul free to meet the one that i love ..
Feb 16, 2006
fak tap ...
since the beginning of this project .. i was worried that we will more trouble than the last. and now shit happen .. all the trouble that come now facing me .. and i am the one who's to blame for something unreason things.
im tired man .. very ..
i think i need more than a vacation
oughs ... sakit
lengkap sudah penderitaan .. dari panas dalam , batuk pilek ... sampe akhirnya ini dada gua kok juga nyeri ya .. takut jadinya ... mana besok masih full meeting .. n si geblek ini juga masih nyuruh gue ke kantor sedangkan gue sendiri kudu ada di KPPTI jam 9 pagi .. gak ngerti dah ...
panas dalamnya makin berasa .. ini kayanya masih demam ....
- sighs -
Feb 14, 2006
waa ... are u too busy ahh ..
"Muay ... is it v day today ? "
"yes .. why ? "
"no .. nothing .. i just realize today is a v day "
"how do u know ? a friend telling u ?
"nope , i just realize when i see all my friends status on my YM list "
" wah .. why u forgot bout date of this day, and all happening today ? u too busy are u ? "
" no .. nothing ... " .. " ehmm .. Muay .... "
" yes "
" thx to remind me ... "
" nvm ... and wish u have a nice flight "
" ya ... i wish ... "
16.54 ...
it is a funny things, it's a valentine day today. but i didnot realize. even i see all the people in pink colour.
i just started to realize today is a valentine day when i see my friends status on their YM status. and after that i asking to my new friend's Muay " is it a valentine day today ?" she just laughing ..
are u forgot ? u too busy to works even u did not realize that today is a valentine's day.
whoa .. so i forgot everything already .. i forgot this is v day, i forgot today is bunga bday also .. . . man ... everything going too fast .. i think something wrong inside me .. i can feel it but i dunno where it is ...
bad for me ...
..
this year gonna tottaly different ...
just hoping can pass this year ..
thx Muay to remind me ..
just a simple talk .. at the end of today class ..
how can i forgot everything ...
this year ... everything change so fast ...
and this year ... never gonna be like yesterday ...
just like Max last nite .. while we had beer at China Doll ...
"Shit Happen "
eniwei ...
thx Muay ....
"yes .. why ? "
"no .. nothing .. i just realize today is a v day "
"how do u know ? a friend telling u ?
"nope , i just realize when i see all my friends status on my YM list "
" wah .. why u forgot bout date of this day, and all happening today ? u too busy are u ? "
" no .. nothing ... " .. " ehmm .. Muay .... "
" yes "
" thx to remind me ... "
" nvm ... and wish u have a nice flight "
" ya ... i wish ... "
16.54 ...
it is a funny things, it's a valentine day today. but i didnot realize. even i see all the people in pink colour.
i just started to realize today is a valentine day when i see my friends status on their YM status. and after that i asking to my new friend's Muay " is it a valentine day today ?" she just laughing ..
are u forgot ? u too busy to works even u did not realize that today is a valentine's day.
whoa .. so i forgot everything already .. i forgot this is v day, i forgot today is bunga bday also .. . . man ... everything going too fast .. i think something wrong inside me .. i can feel it but i dunno where it is ...
bad for me ...
..
this year gonna tottaly different ...
just hoping can pass this year ..
thx Muay to remind me ..
just a simple talk .. at the end of today class ..
how can i forgot everything ...
this year ... everything change so fast ...
and this year ... never gonna be like yesterday ...
just like Max last nite .. while we had beer at China Doll ...
"Shit Happen "
eniwei ...
thx Muay ....
Feb 13, 2006
lagi
ku terpuruk pada keramaian
botol botol menari
mengalirkan asa sedikit demi sedikit
'tuk sejenak melupakan semua yang tertinggal
tapi aku masih saja terdiam
senyum senyum menggoda
kedip mata nakal
belaian jari jari lentik
yang terus mengitari pundak dan kepala
tapi aku masih juga terdiam ...
tlah kucoba untuk mencarimu disini
tapi rupanya kau sudah pindah ...
'China Doll - Boat Quay
a nite bfore V'day
ku terpuruk pada keramaian
botol botol menari
mengalirkan asa sedikit demi sedikit
'tuk sejenak melupakan semua yang tertinggal
tapi aku masih saja terdiam
senyum senyum menggoda
kedip mata nakal
belaian jari jari lentik
yang terus mengitari pundak dan kepala
tapi aku masih juga terdiam ...
tlah kucoba untuk mencarimu disini
tapi rupanya kau sudah pindah ...
'China Doll - Boat Quay
a nite bfore V'day
Feb 12, 2006
a sms ..
" i have looking around our house and remembering everything that have been done in here. i don't think i could survive with this marriage. JaLu, i want a divorce "
too many stars on the sky but why im still alone
hari ini
25th floor of High Road Apt
didepan house of parliament
too many stars over there
but why i still alone ?
25th floor of High Road Apt
didepan house of parliament
too many stars over there
but why i still alone ?
Feb 8, 2006
seandainya ..
start from here ... try to viewing from my perspective ..
i just get back from SG .. late nite .. exhausted .. cos i have to carried 3 big bags on my shoulder. all back getting stiffs , pain in the ass .. i just put those bag on my trolley. but just a couple minutes before i depart from changi .. i check on my email .. a week of my email. and i found out my project on indosat got an issue. a serious issue with level 4 severity. but no one tell me before that .. so that was the first problem ..
after i pass baggage checking i just take a walk and find a cab .. but suddenly i remember the money that my office has gave to me to pay cab is not enough. because they make calculation with old fare .. then i go to ATM machine withdraw some .. just a few from there .. someone get close to me then i realize it was bunbun ... and she said that she missed me .. yeah she doesn't have to say about that because i can see in her eyes.
on the ride i tell to her that im very hungry and i want to eat at home .. but she said " sorry , today im not cooking " .. so i just can take a deep breath .... and thinking why she can so calm and said to me like that .. so that was second matters ..
when i get home i found that my mom .. but when she seeing me .. why it so different ... she look not happy or suprise cos i come home already .. later on .. she come to me .. on my room .. and crying for herself .. tell everything what bunbun been done to her ... i was asked her to take care bunbun while im going. but what happen when im gone .. bunbun no pay respect to my mom .. and the worst thing .. bunbun get rid off my mom magazine .. and everything to trash .. after she never coming home for 3 days without notice..
my question on my mind .. why this happen on to me .. and even on the nite that i coming home ... .. all happen in just one nite ...
and i can't take it no more ....
if u was me .. what u gonna to do ...
i just get back from SG .. late nite .. exhausted .. cos i have to carried 3 big bags on my shoulder. all back getting stiffs , pain in the ass .. i just put those bag on my trolley. but just a couple minutes before i depart from changi .. i check on my email .. a week of my email. and i found out my project on indosat got an issue. a serious issue with level 4 severity. but no one tell me before that .. so that was the first problem ..
after i pass baggage checking i just take a walk and find a cab .. but suddenly i remember the money that my office has gave to me to pay cab is not enough. because they make calculation with old fare .. then i go to ATM machine withdraw some .. just a few from there .. someone get close to me then i realize it was bunbun ... and she said that she missed me .. yeah she doesn't have to say about that because i can see in her eyes.
on the ride i tell to her that im very hungry and i want to eat at home .. but she said " sorry , today im not cooking " .. so i just can take a deep breath .... and thinking why she can so calm and said to me like that .. so that was second matters ..
when i get home i found that my mom .. but when she seeing me .. why it so different ... she look not happy or suprise cos i come home already .. later on .. she come to me .. on my room .. and crying for herself .. tell everything what bunbun been done to her ... i was asked her to take care bunbun while im going. but what happen when im gone .. bunbun no pay respect to my mom .. and the worst thing .. bunbun get rid off my mom magazine .. and everything to trash .. after she never coming home for 3 days without notice..
my question on my mind .. why this happen on to me .. and even on the nite that i coming home ... .. all happen in just one nite ...
and i can't take it no more ....
if u was me .. what u gonna to do ...
Feb 6, 2006
a depart ...
masih disini
sendiri
dinding kaca bisu
kusam .. muram
masih ingin aku melihat semua bayang itu
tapi ..
aku harus pulang ...
tiesto ku menunggu ..
sendiri
dinding kaca bisu
kusam .. muram
masih ingin aku melihat semua bayang itu
tapi ..
aku harus pulang ...
tiesto ku menunggu ..
Feb 5, 2006
When Blogging Hurts
It’s hard to grow as a blogger without falling under some criticism. Luckily in the year I’ve been blogging, most of it professionally, the criticism and angry commentary has been rare. But it’s been there.
Bloggers get some flack. And sometimes it’s some major stuff. Sometimes it’s for what you stand for. Somtimes for who you cite or your research bias. Sometimes it’s for your opinion. And sometimes, unfortunately, it’s personal. People just hate you, and they are ok saying so.
Nonetheless, as a blogger you’re likely to hit these down moments when you just want to stop sharing and turn off your comments. Darren over at ProBlogger talks about some ways to deal with criticism:
- Thicken your skin
- Establish boundaries
- Remember the Humanness of the Other (vital)
- Step away from the computer
- Listen
- Accept responsibility
- Don’t get personal
- Take it private
- Keep perspective
- Look for Opportunities
- Anger = Threat
- Dialogue
- Consider a Mediator
- Control the Rhythm and Tone of your Blog
- Move on
Read the details of each point from Darren . Some very valuable insight on how to deal with the flack - and how to avoid it in the future.
in a week..
Dah 1 minggu gue di SG, pertama sih exciting, but begitu masuk hari kedua gua dah mulai bored. i miss something that i left in jkt. alone .. far away. with no one . and again i have to face a place that remind me to something. something in the past that was so sweet.
on that place .. there was a sweet memories . between me and bunbun . it was .. then i realize i started to miss her . all of her sweet. semuanya .. but knapa jika kita dalam keadaan jauh spt ini, kita akan saling merindu but ketika ketemu we got another quarrel .. it's too complicated for us ..
but the only one that we still togehter adalah tiesto .. only for him ...
and i dunno after that ...
eniwei ..
i will not write about all my party here ... but i just want to u to know what i feel while im here ..
i know u read this one ... bunbun
Today Forecast
There is a difference between conviction and stubbornness. Always keep an open mind.
Stop worrying about your job, and about what might happen 'if.' That dreaded 'if' isn't going to happen. Even if your dealings with a certain higher-up have been less than amicable, you'll be able to smooth things over nicely. Show up a couple of minutes early, ask for five minutes and have a nice heart-to-heart chat. Bet you'll end up even better off, professionally and personally speaking, than you were before.
Stop worrying about your job, and about what might happen 'if.' That dreaded 'if' isn't going to happen. Even if your dealings with a certain higher-up have been less than amicable, you'll be able to smooth things over nicely. Show up a couple of minutes early, ask for five minutes and have a nice heart-to-heart chat. Bet you'll end up even better off, professionally and personally speaking, than you were before.
dibawah lampu kristal
malam ini kembali kuhabiskan waktu
bersama buih air api yang selalu memenuhi cawanku
diantara patung kaca yang tertawa centil
menggoda
tebarkan aroma penuhi kesendirianku
dalam euphoria semu
mengajaku untuk datang mencumbunya
Tapi aku masih saja tengelam
dalam sunyi ini
dibawah bola bola kristal
kerlip lampu diskotik
asap kian pekat ..
penuhi dada
dan aku masih juga sendiri
dan pikiranku kembali
mencoba merangkai apa yang
pernah ada
dan kini telah hilang
bersama riak kecil singapore river ...
One nite stand Bar . Clark Quay .
sendiri mencari bayangmu yg pernah ada disini ..
bersama buih air api yang selalu memenuhi cawanku
diantara patung kaca yang tertawa centil
menggoda
tebarkan aroma penuhi kesendirianku
dalam euphoria semu
mengajaku untuk datang mencumbunya
Tapi aku masih saja tengelam
dalam sunyi ini
dibawah bola bola kristal
kerlip lampu diskotik
asap kian pekat ..
penuhi dada
dan aku masih juga sendiri
dan pikiranku kembali
mencoba merangkai apa yang
pernah ada
dan kini telah hilang
bersama riak kecil singapore river ...
One nite stand Bar . Clark Quay .
sendiri mencari bayangmu yg pernah ada disini ..
just a moment
at downway into Merlion
i am a lion
Preparing for Luge Race at Sentose Luge Race
@ bungee bar - Clark Quay
alone ...
emptyness
a nite @ bungee bar, Clark Quay
Wasting time
recovering the pieces ..
Suntec City
Feb 2, 2006
You Are Gifted
Seperti hadiah, ada yang bungkusnya bagus dan ada yang bungkusnya jelek,Yang bungkusnya bagus punya wajah rupawan, atau kepribadian yang menarik.Yang bungkusnya jelek punya wajah biasa saja, atau kepribadian yang Biasa saja, atau malah menjengkelkan.Seperti hadiah, ada yang isinya bagus dan ada yang isinya jelek.Yang isinya bagus punya jiwa yang begitu indah sehingga kita terpukau Ketika berbagi rasa dengannya, ketika kita tahan menghabiskan waktu berjam-jam saling bercerita dan menghibur, menangis bersama, dan tertawa bersama.
Kita mencintai dia dan dia mencintai kita.
Yang isinya buruk punya jiwa yang terluka.Begitu dalam luka-lukanya sehingga jiwanya tidak mampu lagi mencintai,justru karena ia tidak merasakan cinta dalam hidupnya. Sayangnya yang kita tangkap darinya seringkali justru sikap penolakan,dendam, kebencian, iri hati, kesombongan, amarah, dll. Kita tidak suka dengan jiwa-jiwa semacam ini dan mencoba menghindar dari mereka. Kita tidak tahu bahwa itu semua BUKANlah karena mereka pada dasarnya buruk, tetapi ketidakmampuan jiwanya memberikan cinta karena justru ia membutuhkan cinta kita, membutuhkan empati kita, kesabaran dan keberanian kita untuk mendengarkan luka-luka terdalam yang memasung jiwanya.
Bagaimana bisa kita mengharapkan seseorang yang terluka lututnya Berlari bersama kita? Bagaimana bisa kita mengajak seseorang yang takut air berenang bersama? Luka di lututnya dan ketakutan terhadap airlah yang mesti disembuhkan, bukan mencaci mereka karena mereka tidak mau berlari atau berenang bersama kita. Mereka tidak akan bilang bahwa "lutut" mereka luka atau mereka takut air",mereka akan bilang bahwa mereka tidak suka berlari atau mereka akan bilang berenang itu membosankan dll.
It's a defense mechanism. Itulah cara mereka mempertahankan diri.
Mereka tidak akan bilang: Aku tidak bisa menari", Aku membutuhkan kamu",. Aku kesepian, Aku butuh diterima" , Aku ingin didengarkan" Mereka akan bilang: "Menari itu tidak menarik.", "Tidak ada yang cocok denganku.", "Teman-temanku sudah
lulus semua", "Aku ini buruk, siapa yang bakal tahan denganku..", "Kisah hidupku membosankan.."
Mereka semua hadiah buat kita, entah bungkusnya, bagus atau jelek, Entah isinya bagus atau jelek. Dan jangan tertipu oleh kemasan. Hanya ketika kita bertemu jiwa-dengan-jiwa, kita tahu hadiah sesungguhnya yang sudah disiapkanNya buat kita. Berikanlah makna di dlm kehidupan Anda bukan hanyauntuk diri Anda sendiri saja melainkan juga untuk membahagiakan sesamamanusia di dlm lingkungan kehidupan Anda. Berikanlah waktu Anda dgn digabung oleh rasa kasih!
Seorang sahabat sama seperti satu permata yg tak ternilai harganya. Seorang kawan bisa membuat kita ceria, membuat kita terhibur. Mereka Meminjamkan kupingnya kepada kita pada saat kita membutuhkannya. Mereka bersedia membuka hati maupun perasaannya untuk berbagi suka dan duka dgn kita pada saat kita membutuhkannya.
Kita mencintai dia dan dia mencintai kita.
Yang isinya buruk punya jiwa yang terluka.Begitu dalam luka-lukanya sehingga jiwanya tidak mampu lagi mencintai,justru karena ia tidak merasakan cinta dalam hidupnya. Sayangnya yang kita tangkap darinya seringkali justru sikap penolakan,dendam, kebencian, iri hati, kesombongan, amarah, dll. Kita tidak suka dengan jiwa-jiwa semacam ini dan mencoba menghindar dari mereka. Kita tidak tahu bahwa itu semua BUKANlah karena mereka pada dasarnya buruk, tetapi ketidakmampuan jiwanya memberikan cinta karena justru ia membutuhkan cinta kita, membutuhkan empati kita, kesabaran dan keberanian kita untuk mendengarkan luka-luka terdalam yang memasung jiwanya.
Bagaimana bisa kita mengharapkan seseorang yang terluka lututnya Berlari bersama kita? Bagaimana bisa kita mengajak seseorang yang takut air berenang bersama? Luka di lututnya dan ketakutan terhadap airlah yang mesti disembuhkan, bukan mencaci mereka karena mereka tidak mau berlari atau berenang bersama kita. Mereka tidak akan bilang bahwa "lutut" mereka luka atau mereka takut air",mereka akan bilang bahwa mereka tidak suka berlari atau mereka akan bilang berenang itu membosankan dll.
It's a defense mechanism. Itulah cara mereka mempertahankan diri.
Mereka tidak akan bilang: Aku tidak bisa menari", Aku membutuhkan kamu",. Aku kesepian, Aku butuh diterima" , Aku ingin didengarkan" Mereka akan bilang: "Menari itu tidak menarik.", "Tidak ada yang cocok denganku.", "Teman-temanku sudah
lulus semua", "Aku ini buruk, siapa yang bakal tahan denganku..", "Kisah hidupku membosankan.."
Mereka semua hadiah buat kita, entah bungkusnya, bagus atau jelek, Entah isinya bagus atau jelek. Dan jangan tertipu oleh kemasan. Hanya ketika kita bertemu jiwa-dengan-jiwa, kita tahu hadiah sesungguhnya yang sudah disiapkanNya buat kita. Berikanlah makna di dlm kehidupan Anda bukan hanyauntuk diri Anda sendiri saja melainkan juga untuk membahagiakan sesamamanusia di dlm lingkungan kehidupan Anda. Berikanlah waktu Anda dgn digabung oleh rasa kasih!
Seorang sahabat sama seperti satu permata yg tak ternilai harganya. Seorang kawan bisa membuat kita ceria, membuat kita terhibur. Mereka Meminjamkan kupingnya kepada kita pada saat kita membutuhkannya. Mereka bersedia membuka hati maupun perasaannya untuk berbagi suka dan duka dgn kita pada saat kita membutuhkannya.
on the edge
aku
kembali pada tepian sepi
mencoba mencari kembali apa yang pernah ku tinggal disini
tapi hanya riak kecil
perlahan
menyapu tepian
dirimu sudah tak disini ....
...
river view edge ...
kembali pada tepian sepi
mencoba mencari kembali apa yang pernah ku tinggal disini
tapi hanya riak kecil
perlahan
menyapu tepian
dirimu sudah tak disini ....
...
river view edge ...
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