suntuknya
jauh jauh
keujanan
malah pergi

trust no one

My FaVouriTe Vechicle


AH-64 Apache Helicopter

Primary function: Gunship/anti-tank helicopter
Speed: up to 189 mph
Armament: Hellfire anti-tank missiles; M230 30mm chain gun; Hydra 70 (70mm, 2.75-inch) rockets; Stinger and Sidewinder anti-air missiles
Crew: Two


Humvee -- High Mobility Multi-purpose Wheeled Vehicle

Crew: Varies depending on model
Armament: Models can be armed with mounted machine guns, TOW missiles or Stinger missiles
Maximum speed: 55 mph
Range: 350 miles


M109A6 Paladin howitzer

Crew: Four
Armament: 155 mm, 39 caliber, M284 cannon assembly, fitted with the M182A1 mount; 0.50 caliber M2 MG
Maximum speed: 38 mph


F-15 Eagle/F-15E Strike Eagle

Primary function: Tactical fighter; F-15E model adds air-to-ground capabilities
Speed: 1,875 mph
Armament: One M-61A1 20-mm, six-barrel cannon; four Sidewinder and four Sparrow air-to-air missiles, or eight AIM-120 AMRAAM missiles; F-15E model can carry any nuclear or conventional air-to-surface Air Force weapon
Crew: F-15A/C, one; F-15B/D/E, two


F-16 Falcon

Primary function: Multi-role fighter jet
Speed: 1,500 mph
Armament: One M-61A1 20mm multibarrel cannon with 500 rounds; external stations can carry up to six air-to-air missiles, conventional air-to-air and air-to-surface munitions and electronic countermeasure pods
Crew: F-16C, one; F-16D, one or two

....
What your Orders Commander ?

The Elite's



SEALs

SEALs, which stand for Sea, Air, Land, are the U.S. Navy's primary and most acclaimed special operations forces unit. Operating mainly in tight 16-man teams, SEALs train for missions in maritime environments, the desert, the jungle, in cold weather, and in urban surroundings.


Delta Force

While the military acknowledges the existence of special mission units, such as Delta Force, it does not specify what they are called or their locations, staffing or organizational structure. Unofficially, Delta Force is considered one of the U.S. military's elite special operations units, its members drawn from all branches. It is based at Fort Bragg, North Carolina.


Army Rangers

The Rangers are kept at a high level of readiness and can deploy anywhere in the world at a moment's notice. Rangers are trained in rapid infantry assault and night fighting. They are the premiere airfield seizure and raid unit in the Army. The Rangers are trained to infiltrate and exit by air, land or sea and have the capability to conduct conventional or special light-infantry operations.


SAS

The Special Air Service regiment of the British Army was founded in 1941 and has the motto "Who Dares Wins." Conceived to fight in the North African desert behind the German lines, the regiment later developed anti-terrorism skills while hunting the Irish Republican Army in Northern Ireland.


Commandos

Based at Holsworthy, Sydney, the 4th Battalion of the Royal Australian Regiment (Commando) offers military commanders large-group strike, offensive and counterterrorism capabilities. Commandos are trained to operate ground and maritime environments. In the photo at left, 4th Battalion soldiers in East Timor conduct a patrol using night-vision goggles.

.....
.feat Rage Against The Machine - Killing in the Name on

A coalition Tomahawk land-air missile struck Iraq's national television building early Wednesday, as well as a key telecom vault and a group of buildings housing Baghdad Satellite Communications, the U.S. Central Command confirmed


"Target Lock"

.feat Disturbed - Prayers

!!! WARNING !!!!
THIS NOT YOUR WAR !!!!!
-= READ BY USING YOUR HEALTH BRAIN =-

A British soldier takes aim at Az Zubaya near Basra early Wednesday

"What we've got here is failure to
communicate.
Some men you just can't reach...
So, you get what we had here last week,
which is the way he wants it!
Well, he gets it!
N' I don't like it any more than you men."

And history hides the lies of your civil war

my cutie daughter
Shella Rain
her beauty same as her mother..
luv u much n your mom too

Love Is...
Love is what you feel for someone or something close to you,
whether it is a relative, friend or even a pet.
Either one is great just as long as you love,
because a life without love isn't really a life at all,
for there is no happiness in life without it.
Some say love is like a flower; it blooms and grows,
but I don't think anyone could explain love unless they have felt it.
And, even then sometimes, you still can't, for love goes deeper than explanation,
to the very soul of someone's body, and will always be there forever.
So, if love finds you, don't be afraid to follow it.
For behind that love may be the person
that you are destined to love
for all eternity.............

think bout u
think bout others
think bout this world
never end ...

Some call me a cheater
Some say I'm a selfish untalented dreamer
Cause all's I try to do is keep my dream alive
But it's so hard to do when your working 9 to 5
I've never been one afraid to die
But I'm afraid to leave behind
The precious life that grows through the sands of time


As deep as the abyss where the waters run
As deep as the land of the rising sun
You know I'm down
And even when them odds are against us
It doesn't even matter
Nothing else matters

and I might fail
I might succeed
Whatever the outcome is
Just keep your faith in me
Just believe in me
And I will be there

.....
miss u badly

mou hitori de arukenai
toki no kaze ga tsuyosugite
ah kizu tsuku koto nante
nareta hazu dakedo ima wa...

ah kono mama dakishimete
nureta mama no kokoro wo
kawari tsuzukeru kono toki ni
kawaranai ai ga aru nara

will you hold my heart?
namida uketomete
mou kowaresouna all my heart

forever love
forever dream
afureru omoi dake ga
hageshiku setsunaku jikan wo umetsukusu
oh tell me why

all I see is blue in my heart

will you stay with me?
kaze ga sugisaru made
mata afuredasu all my tears

forever love
forever dream
kono mama soba ni ite
yoake ni furueru kokoro wo dakishimete
oh stay with me

(violin interlude)

ah subete ga owareba ii
owari no nai kono yoru ni
ah ushinau mono nante
nani mo nai anata dake

forever love
forever dream
kono mama soba ni ite
yoake ni furueru kokoro wo dakishimete

ah will you stay with me?
kaze ga sugisaru made
mou dare yori mo soba ni ite

forever love
forever dream
kore ijou arukenai
oh tell me why
oh tell me true
oshiete ikiru imi wo

forever love
forever dream
afureru namida no naka
kagayaku kisetsu ga eien ni kawaru made
forever love

Forever Love - X Japan

..
Koala ..
aku tahu kamu pasti mikir
how come i can forget your b'day
i know u must be anger n hate
that's all my fault

i'm sorry ...

I'm walking in the rain
yuku ate mo naku kizu tsuita karada nurashi
karamitsuku koori no zawameki
koroshi tsuzukete samayou itsu mademo
Until I can forget your love

nemuri wa mayaku
tohou ni kureta kokoro wo shizuka ni tokasu
maiagaru ai wo odorasete
furueru karada wo kioku no bara ni tsutsumu
I keep my love for you to myself

Endless rain, fall on my heart
kokoro ni kizu ni
Let me forget all of the hate, all of the sadness

Days of joy, days of sadness, slowly pass me by
As I try to hold you, you're vanishing before me
You're just an illusion
When I'm waking, my tears have dried in the sand of sleep
I'm a rose blooming in the desert

It's a dream, I'm in love with you
madoromi daki shimete

Endless rain, fall on my heart
kokoro ni kizu ni
Let me forget all of the hate, all of the sadness

I awake from my dream
I can't find my way without you

The dream is over
koe ni naranai kotoba wo kurikaeshitemo
takasugiru hai iro no kabe wa
sugisatta hi no omoi wo yume ni utsusu
Until I can forget your love

Endless rain, fall on my heart
kokoro ni kizu ni
Let me forget all of the hate, all of the sadness

Endless rain, let me stay
Evermore in your heart
Let my heart take in your tears
Take in your memories

Endless rain, fall on my heart
kokoro ni kizu ni
Let me forget all of the hate, all of the sadness

--
Endless Rain - X Japan

ga tahu tiba tiba suka ma lagu ini
-bis nangis semaleman-
karena kamu

Happy B`day Koala

maap saya lupa

.............SHIT...........
nexia sialan

maap sayang
bukan aku lupa akan hari kemarin
tapi entah kenapa
semuanya hilang
dan tidak teringat sama sekali

maapkan aku

aahhh
dungu .....

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange
a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl,
year after year,
running over the same old ground. What have we found?
The same old fears,
wish you were here.

.... i miss u ....

So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything you need
I'll also be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good

Love me when I'm gone...

A modern-day warrior
Mean mean stride,
Today's Tom Sawyer
Mean mean pride.

Though his mind is not for rent
Don't put him down as arrogant
His reserve, a quiet defense
Riding out the day's events
The river

What you say about his company
Is what you say about society
Catch the mist, catch the myth
Catch the mystery, catch the drift

The world is, the world is
Love and life are deep
Maybe as his skies are wide

Today's Tom Sawyer
He gets high on you
And the space he invades
He gets by on you

No his mind is not for rent
To any god or government
Always hopeful, yet discontent
He knows changes aren't permanent
But change is

What you say about his company
Is what you say about society
Catch the witness, catch the wit
Catch the spirit, catch the spit

The world is, the world is
Love and life are deep
Maybe as his eyes are wide

Exit the warrior
Today's Tom Sawyer
He gets high on you
And the energy you trade
He gets right on to the friction of the day

Tom Sawyer - RUSH

suatu hari di antara arus eftrat dan tigris
sekawanan lebah mengumpulkan nektar darah
amis madu bangkai-bangkai sejarah serdadu

dendam yang merecup subur di ladang-ladang
hitam mesopotamia, siapa yang menuainya?
eh, ada kupu-kupu bersayap besi dan peluru

dengung capung, "aku sisa evolusi berabad-abad
kusinggahi sudah samarra, ur, niniveh, baghdad
ada yang terlupa pada piktograf dan babad-babad"

lalu datanglah melayat berjuta-juta lalat
taman babilonia terkubur unggun mayat
wahai kitab suci, bisakah ayatmu diralat?

maka dikabarkan lewat dongeng semut-semut
penaklukan yang luput di padang-padang rumput
meninggalkan remah racun dan mesiu tak tersulut

dalam bahasa serangga, mari kita simpulkan
dalam rumah manusia bernama peradaban
perang adalah rayap yang riuh meruntuhkan

''Lo, there do I see my father,
'Lo, there do I see my mother, and my sisters, and my brothers,
'Lo there do I see the line of my people, back to the begining,
'Lo they do call to me, they bid me take my place among them,
In the halls of Valhalla,
were the brave may live forever!

...
Warrior Prayer's
for Viperians who's in combat on Siege war this afternoon
.........

gak di Nexia gak di dunia sama semua ...
tapi ga tahu what is the cause , who's the blame, who's the cause
yang aku ngerti hanyalah to protect and to be protected
dan tiap tiap pihak punya alasan masing masing yang harus di pertahankan.

yang ada hanya kaum oportunis..

Matilah Kalian

Ritual Perang ..
dewa kematian bersembunyi di balik baja baja berjalan menghunus keringat keringat panas dan naga api yang siap disemburkan
pasukan baja bertaring pongah segarang singa kelaparan berderap dalam adrenalin yang mengucur deras
sisa sisa nafas yang menderu dalam pasir yang melekatkan kematian dalam sebuah tugu peringatan
kematian yang merayap dalam aliran udara pekat yang menyesap dalam gelegak udara panas
penunggang kuda berjubah malam yang menuju tepat di pusat medan pertumpahan
desingan marah kilat bersahutan di siang ini membungkam erangan
sebuah hentakan udara panas menguliti emosi
nazar nazar baja mencari sasaran hidup
meluncur ego dalam kemegahan
dewi keadilan terluka
sakarat

.....
who's the blame
who's the cause
alpha and omega is a thick line
u never know

dan aku hanya bisa melihat
inilah dunia nyata

bored bored
duh
.....
bunuh diri aja kali ya

dikna
mas kena game online lagi
sighs :(
tapi fun
huhuhu

Laghaim
adoh penyakit

saat itu dia pergi n tidak meninggalkan satu pesan pun
sekarang dia muncul tiba tiba dan menanyakan tentang cerita yang dulu pernah kita tulis

aku hanya bisa diam
ntah dimana telah aku simpan buku itu

ada suatu pertanyaan yg membuat aku harus berpikir 1000 x
kenapa semua jadi ragu begini
disaat dia meminta
aku tak kuasa untuk memberinya

"Sayang, kapankah kau akan tanamkan benih cinta di dalam diri ini "

ah pertanyaan itu lagi

aku punya segenggam rasa tersimpan aman
rapat kusekap tanpa setitik tanda kelayapan
engkau membaca sampai ingin menelanjangi
aku masih utuh tapi engkau lena dalam imaji

aku menuangkan setetes rasa pada sepetak kata
kadang pelan, kadang berceceran meninju mata
engkau langsung terbangun menampung luapan
aku tertegun tapi bagimu itulah sebuah santapan

aku sekap kembali brangkas rasa eraterat waspada
ada sedikit sesal kenapa aku lengahkan diri tergoda
engkau menyeka bercak tetesan rasaku di bibirmu
aku terbelalak tapi aroma mulutmu jelas bau begitu

aku menuangkan lagi luapan dalam tetesan gerimis
suasana kupikir bisa kualihkan sebagai arti menepis
engkau lagilagi menadah tetesan itu dengan minat cermat
aku menyeringai tapi engkau mengumbar penuh kesumat

aku bangkit dari kegamangan sepiku untuk melawan
apaapa ceceran dari luapan kaucicip akan aku nafikkan
engkau rupanya pasangkan prasasti di tepi pecahan cermin
aku memekik tapi engkau telah menjelma deru angin


........
realm of the DreamRain

apakah kau marah?
ketika cat hitam tumpah
di langit?

Aku menciummu pada hitam
tak lagi meredam geram
Seluruhmu aum liar pengabar dendam

Kau gerak kau teriak kau memuncak ekor-ekor ular di tubuhmu melibas-libas buas kepala-kepalanya menganga lepas desis tak lagi desis

Aku terpaku di pasirmu
Berabadkah perih?
Lalu kesumat itu datang dari zaman mana?

Oh, kau yang gelora
Apakah kau parang
yang seluruhmu mata
pada gelap macam begini?

Berapa jauh lukamu?
Hingga begitu liar kobar itu
Aku menghirupmu pada terang hilang
bukan lagi mengubang erang

Kau, tinggal telanjang

....
its over dikna .....

Biarlah, kita hening sejenak
Melepas lelah dan amarah
Bertanya tentang keiklasan
Menggores keruwetan lintang garis kejadian

Aku tahu,
Langit jatuh pada kita
Menali langkah tak lagi bebas
Membisu mulut
mengkabutkan hati

Apa yang kau mau, telah kau katakan
Tak perlu kau ulang
Aku tak tuli
Tak tuli

Aku mendengar
Tapi aku menolak menerima
Aku tak mengerti
Maaf

Aku tak akan mengemis uraian kata-kata
Tak akan menghiba untuk sebuah kehidupan

Hening…
Apa yang kau harap dengan keheningan?

Katakan,
apakah kebisuan mampu melihat ketulusan?

Teriakkan,….teriakkan!
Apakan keheningan mendaratkan kebijakan?

Sayang,
Kubangan itu menganga lebar
Tak akan kututup,
Kubiarkan
Hening pun, tak akan mampu menguburnya

Aku,
Di tengah jalan,
Patah!
Kau…mereka….tertawa!

....
untuk yang telah lewat ....

bobo ...
ga nyadar kalo tidur 24 jam
tahu tahu kebangun dah sore lagi
untung ga kelewat tanggalnya

weird dream..

dah dua hari ini di culik .. uh jauh dari rumah, kangen sama koalaku yg lagi bobo sendirian dirumah .. jadi mikir yg temani dia bobo malam ini siapa ya ?
hiks pengen cepet pulang biar bisa bobo sama koala ku :(

mz u

Ada yang berguguran dari kemarau berkepanjangan
Mungkin sebuah harap atau cinta yang ditumbuhkan langit
Tapi siapa dapat membaca musim dan hama berliaran
Di negeri tak bernama tak mengenal belas walau sedikit"

Tak perlu kau katakan tentang cinta
Karena ia hanya ada di negeri negeri jauh
Juga bahagia juga tawa juga surga
Hanya berita tersampai lewat desir angin meluruh

"Lalu apa arti airmata?", katamu, penuh tanya

Airmata? demikian kekal mengembang di pelupuk
Menjadi mata air danau lautan airmata
Seperti dongeng penyair tua meracau mantra mabuk dan
mengacungkan kapak: Airmata! Airmata! Mataair! Airmata! Airmata!

Tapi hujan tak sampai pada kemarau
Berguguran bunga, mungkin harap atau cinta

(kau ingin rasakan keheningan ini, seperti cucuran airmata, beterjunan
kanak-kanakmu, dalam segala moyak harapan)

sudah lama aku kehilangan air mata, tangisku menjadi api menyala,
jangan, jangan membuatku menangis, karena kota-kota sudah menjadi
puing, kanak-kanak sudah demikian damai dalam lubang besar pemakaman,

(kau ingin rasakan kesunyian ini, seperti cucuran airmata, beterjunan
aku, mencari cintamu)

sudah lama aku kehilangan cinta, tak ada yang tersisa, mungkin pada
pecahan granat atau bau bensin dan pecahan botol, tiada, tiada lagi
yang tersisa, kau lihat sepatuku, perhatikan, di ujungnya, ya merah dan
putih, darah dan sedikit cairan otak, eh ada berhelai
rambut juga


(kau ingin rasakan keindahan ini seperti cucuran airmata, beterjunan
mereka, mencari cahaya)

sudah lama aku tak ada cahaya, di sini, dalam hatiku...

ps.
untuk tiggel

Khayalku mulia
Hanya ingin bertemu
Kamu dan orang-orang yang kucintai
Meski sempat bumi-mu kudustai

.....
hanya kamu ....

ah akhirnya
SB nya bener
tapi all gone :(

tak kan kubangunkan mentari
jika sinarnya kelak menyengat sayap-sayap cintamu
biarlah bulan berselimut ragu
dan malam berkawan gulita abadi

tak kan kurayu senja
agar datang di ujung petang
jika lindapnya membuat hatimu luka
dan berkasnya terserak dalam lembah lengang

tak kan lagi, kekasih…
tak kan kubiarkan jarum waktu mengoyak realita
merobek mimpi dan angan-angan milik kita
merenggut asa dari doa-doa yang `tlah terenda

....
sebuah janji

aku dan hujan
deras
terjaga lunglai
di tirai senar bening perkusi
mengucur dari genting genting

derai bergulir lagi
menculik hangatmu ketika larut
menikammu pergi di kabut pagi

aku dan rinai hujan
berpasangan menari
menepis langkah langkahmu
dari hamparan hari

sehabis gugur tunas malam
di rusuk dekap
meniti bahasa angin hingga lelapku
dan hantu hantu dalam setengah bias waktu

langit meneduh kelam
menyusuri pecah ombak gerimis pesisir lintasan
angin lenan sunyi berdegub
derai bergulir

pasir, air, malam, patah, buih..

turun malam
kelam gelisah pantai hujan
menyisir debur ruang tunggu
merindukanmu terdampar lagi

untuk DreamRain ku
cepat sembuh yah :(

setelah kau katakan bahwa dunia kini hanya tinggal airmata.
dan sunyi masih terus menjadi barang mewah dalam etalase.
sedang darah masih saja mengalir hingga menjadi sungai dalam
tubuhmu. maka telah kulukis wajah kesabaran pada kanvas masa
depan, hingga luka menjelma anakanak lapar yang memburu pasar
dengan sebilah pisau ditangan kanan.

kembali kulumat duka yang menghiasi wajahmu dengan gairah
rindu yang garang. agar bisa kureguk kembali cinta dari
bening sungai kasih dalam matamu.

........
hanya ini yg kita punya
......

aku tak punya puisi untukmu
bersamamu adalah puisi itu
berpisah juga ialah puisiku