where i have to throw it all ?

..
" Change your behave to more mature when engage with Client or your colleague "

- sighs -

at your age u supposed to be more calm .. not high temper ..

if u were me .. can u handle it ? to be more calm .. forgiven .. saat elo merasa di abaikan .. di tinggalkan .. dan semua basa basi hanyalah kata kata .. saat mereka mereka semua tidak pernah ada .. dan sama sekali tak pernah ada ..

something .. growing faster inside me ..
all these hate
all these pain
all these hurts ..

..
where i have to throw it all ?