endless rain ...

i started this morning with ..
ngopi di four season .. meeting di indonesia power .. end up di bumina ..
i felt not too good today ..

sepertinya radang tenggorokan lagi .. mau lunch hujan gede banged ..
euhmm .. ntah ada yg beda dengan hujan hari ini ..

after gue broke up with dede ... gue gak tahu harus bagaimana .. something missing .. i called dikna after i called cia . .. im trying to be honest to telling to her about my plan next month .. another, i did again .. she felt happy but i know instead she's not . ..

i know i was wrong .. but im only human .. dan aku mencoba untuk merasakan sesuatu yang real. not only in mind .. and i know apa yang aku lakuin itu salah ..

or apakah aku hanya just runaway from my destiny ....

" endless rain ... falling my heart ...
let me forget .. all of the hate .. all of the sadness ... "

maafkan aku jika ternyata aku lebih memilih dia .....